Chapter 195: Knight of Dark Disaster 24
Chapter 195: Knight of Dark Disaster 24
"I am...your lover? In another world?"
Xu Yan's face was full of confusion, and then he suddenly felt that the lines were extremely familiar. He lowered his head and saw a kitten with its fur standing on end and its claws and teeth bared.
Ze Mingxian had an expression that he had known this for a long time. He explained in words that Xu Yan could understand, "Cherno, I have confirmed with the 'True Word' that what he said is true. There are countless worlds besides the world we live in, and he is indeed your lover in one of your previous lives."
"But I..." Xu Yan was a little anxious and hesitated to speak.
Whenever he thought of the scene where he had pinned down this charming mature man and bullied him, he felt distressed.
Besides... I don't know how much suffering he had gone through when he came here from other worlds. When I was a kid, I almost lost my life several times when I just came here from Donghuang next door.
Ze knew Xu Yan very well, so he had already played the bad guy and told him the contents of the contract between him and Tang Ze. "Don't worry, Mr. Tang is very reasonable. He won't force you to accept it, and I will supervise him. As long as you don't want to, you are free. You don't have to force yourself because of guilt."
Having said that, Ze was very clear that he would never agree to the little black cat having a lover, and would never let anyone occupy the little black cat's heart.
Only he can.
But he would not miss such a good opportunity. He would make good use of this uninvited guest from outside the world, use him to disrupt his father's plan, use his love for the little black cat to his advantage, and then find ways to find opportunities to transcend the limits of this world.
Now that he knew that the world outside was so vast, how could he not go and experience it?
Of course he would bring his little black cat with him. He would never let himself end up like Tang, regretting after losing it. He would hold on to everything in front of him.
"Brother Wang, God does not allow same-sex people to be together."
Xu Yan frowned and said, his eyes fell on the extremely nervous Tang Ze, his eyes were calm and serious, "I don't remember anything from my previous life, and I am no longer the person in your memory."
However, Tang Ze did not get excited or disappointed after hearing this. Instead, he spoke calmly and seriously, "I was crazy before, and I also thought about having you for myself no matter what."
"But after actually meeting you, I think what I want most is your safety."
The image of Xu Yan's shabby appearance emerged in Tang Ze's mind, and his heart was broken.
"What I have always loved is your soul. I have followed your footsteps and heard many different stories about you. I am certain that each of you is you, and the light of your soul will never change."
"So no matter what your appearance becomes, as long as your soul is you, I will love you."
Because they were indoors, the pair of gorgeous red eyes that were not blocked by the black satin stared at Tang Ze steadily.
The owner of the red eyes seemed to be confirming something, and his gaze seemed to penetrate deeply into his eyes, trying to find out the truth of the strong sincerity in his eyes.
Finally, her red eyes blinked and lowered, avoiding his fiery and sincere eyes, and her earlobes turned slightly red.
This was the first time he received such a sincere and touching confession, and he felt a little overwhelmed.
“Meow!———” Nan Ze was completely furious upon seeing this. He meowed sharply and wanted to jump up and pounce on this oily bitch to scratch her face.
As a result, as soon as the short legs jumped up, a hand grabbed its neck.
Xu Yan pressed it on his leg and stroked its hair, which was as big as a feather duster.
Ze was a little surprised after hearing Tang Ze's remarks.
He believed that he could not do so. At least, what he cared about now was only Cherno, who existed as his little black cat. If one day he were in Tang Ze's position, he probably... would not be so determined to look for him, right?
The originally firm idea gradually wavered during the thinking.
He finally realized that something was wrong. The reason why Tang Ze was so obsessed with Cherno was that Cherno was his lover in his previous life. What about himself?
What is the little black cat to me? A brother? A pet? Or...?
Xu Yan finally rejected Tang Ze's offer tactfully and made his attitude clear.
But just like when he rejected Nan Ze, he could see that Tang Ze had no intention of giving up, and the persistence in his eyes was even a bit reckless.
He felt a lot of pressure. He had never felt such pure love since he was a child. He didn't know how to deal with it and he couldn't bear it psychologically.
Especially during the period of recuperation, Tang Ze would come over whenever he was free, and when he was around, even if Xu Yan didn't say anything, he could understand Xu Yan's needs, as if he could read Xu Yan's mind.
This put increasing pressure on Xu Yan, who was unable to give anything in return. He had always been instilled with the idea that "if you want to get something, you must pay an equal price", and now he could not give the price that Tang Ze wanted.
The same is true in the south.
Although he looks like a kitten now, when no one is around, he does even more for Xu Yan than the restrained Tang Ze. Even when Xu Yan feels a little uncomfortable and frowns in his sleep, he can feel a gentle energy in the next second to relieve his pain.
He even felt that Nan Ze had not slept at night since he was injured, and took care of him meticulously every night.
It takes courage and a strong heart to endure the malice of others, but Xu Yan has long been able to do it easily.
But this was the first time that he received kindness but was unable to repay it.
The people on the border were very kind to him, but he always found ways to give back to them, whether it was protecting their safety or teaching them some knowledge that they could not learn on the border. In short, he never felt burdened.
The contact during this period, coupled with their unreserved trust, made Xu Yan realize that they were very strong, so strong that he could not see through them. Perhaps their strength was already comparable to that of his father, so they did not need his protection.
They are also very knowledgeable, and sometimes they can even explain knowledge that Xu Yan does not understand, which benefits him a lot.
But he couldn't give them the love they wanted.
Perhaps because of the influence of his so-called past life, he couldn't bear to say harsh words to these two people, nor did he have the heart to do anything to hurt them, but he was able to distinguish his own inner emotions.
He didn't love them, he just felt close to them and trusted them naturally, just like his own brothers.
That's it.
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