Quick Wear: The Beautiful, Strong and Tragic Path of a Swordsman

Chapter 163 The Disabled and Lonely Pilot 48

The sound of a bomb exploding right next to his ear woke up Xu Yan from his deep sleep.

He sat up in a daze, holding his forehead. The tinnitus continued and his vision was sometimes clear and sometimes dark.

But he didn't dare lie down, because once he lay down, the nightmare filled with artillery fire and the corpses of his comrades would penetrate into his mind, making him feel miserable.

"Ugh..." He covered his chest and breathed heavily as if he couldn't breathe. Drops of cold sweat kept sliding down his forehead, and the pajamas on the back were completely wet.

After a long time, the breathing in the room gradually stabilized, and a pale and slender hand picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table. The light of the mobile phone became the only source of light in the dark room.

Xu Yan glanced at the time. It was five in the morning, two hours before the alarm he set.

But he was not ready and dared not sleep again.

He got up from the bed, walked slowly into the bathroom in his slippers, and the mirror reflected his current appearance.

The young man in the mirror looked extremely haggard and depressed, his eyes were dull and his originally smooth and shiny white hair had become dry and scraggly. He tried to smile, but found that no matter how hard he tried, the curve of his mouth was extremely ugly.

An unknown irritation surged up and gradually overwhelmed his reason. His eyes began to become bloodshot and he punched the young man's face that disgusted him.

The mirror is broken.

Fragments stained with bright red were scattered everywhere.

Blood slid down the spider-web-like cracks, leaving behind several creepy traces.

Xu Yan regained his composure and withdrew his hand. As he moved, a few drops of blood dripped into the sink, forming a few blood flowers, which then gathered in the middle and connected with each other, like a twisted and blooming red spider lily.

The index finger is broken, but the other injuries are just skin injuries.

Xu Yan diagnosed himself, calmly took off his blood-spattered pajamas, tied a towel around the wound, and turned on the shower to take a bath.

Should he really go to see Little Butterfly in this state?

But, if I don't go to see him, where else can he go?

Wang Jie sacrificed himself, so how could he have the courage to face Wang Xian and Wang Ningning?

Looking around, his world had become dead and gloomy, with only a hint of icy blue still alive. It was free and beautiful, making him unconsciously want to chase it.

Carrying a backpack filled with spare clothes, Xu Yan first went to the hospital to treat his injuries, and then went to the airport to wait for boarding.

At this moment, he did not have any spirit at all. Although he was called a soldier, he looked more like a decadent young man who was unemployed or heartbroken. In addition, his right hand was wrapped in bandages, making him look extremely pitiful.

"Big brother."

A crisp call made Xu Yan, who was resting with his eyes closed, open his eyes.

"Brother, don't be sad. I have some candy here. Eat one and you won't be sad anymore. I eat one every time I feel sad."

The person who spoke was a little girl sitting next to him. She looked to be only four or five years old and was wearing a delicate and cute light yellow dress. As she spoke, she took out a White Rabbit candy from her cross-body bag and stuffed it into Xu Yan's uninjured hand.

Xu Yan was a little dazed, and then he saw the adult sitting on the other side of the girl, a weak-looking omega youth wearing glasses, who was also looking at him with a gentle smile.

Xu Yan felt his throat was a little hoarse, "Thank you."

Then, Xu Yan noticed that there was something wrong with one of the girl's eyes, it was gray and out of focus.

He shifted his gaze away without leaving a trace and thanked the frail young man.

"Big brother, come and eat it~ It's delicious! Very sweet!" The girl blinked her big eyes and looked at Xu Yan expectantly.

"Xiaoyuan, you can't force your brother. Your brother will eat when he wants to." The young man stopped her behavior softly.

"But Dad, big brother looks so sad, and he's injured. Just eat a candy."

The girl's childish words are innocent and pure. In her world, it seems that there is no suffering that cannot be solved by a piece of candy. If there is, just give her a few more.

Then several White Rabbit Milk Rabbits of different flavors were stuffed into Xu Yan's hands, which made Xu Yan laugh.

"Look, look! Big brother is smiling. Candy really is magical!" The girl raised her chubby little hands and cheered.

The frail young man touched his daughter's head helplessly and lovingly, and smiled apologetically at Xu Yan, "I'm sorry."

Xu Yan shook his head and solemnly put the candy into his pocket, leaving only the original milk candy that the girl had originally stuffed into his pocket.

He placed the candy in his hand in front of the girl and smiled gently, "Then can the little fairy help brother to open the candy? The candies opened by the little fairy will be attached with blessings. Can the little fairy share her blessings with brother?"

"Of course!" The girl's rosy face suddenly became serious. She took the candy, unwrapped it skillfully, and put it back into Xu Yan's palm. "Okay! The candy has been blessed by the fairy!"

The people watching around all showed expressions of being healed when they saw such a warm and beautiful scene.

Under the girl's gaze, Xu Yan put the candy into his mouth. The taste of Shannon's milk soon filled his mouth, which was the most wonderful taste of his childhood.

At that time, a piece of candy was a New Year's gift for these fatherless and motherless children. A small piece of candy could make them feel extremely satisfied and happy.

Xu Yan chatted with the father and daughter again and found out that they were actually military dependents. The young man brought his daughter to the airport to take a plane to see her husband who was serving in the army.

This is such a coincidence. Xu Yan originally had some concerns, but now they are completely gone.

He took out the first-class medal of honor, which he had kept in his bag since he received it, held it in his palm, and then gently placed his fist over the girl's lifeless eye.

He looked at the girl in a gentle and serious tone and said, "Brother also has a special identity. Brother is also giving the little fairy a blessing now. The little fairy must listen carefully."

The girl's eyes suddenly lit up, and she said "yes" with a nervous and expectant expression.

"Your eyes are the brightest stars in the night sky. They protect the sky and light up the night. Now they are tired, so they come to rest on the kindest and most beautiful girl. And you are their protector."

“If someone laughs at the stars in the future, it’s because they don’t know how much the stars have given, but the stars won’t care, so you don’t have to feel sad for the stars, because as long as you are happy, the stars will gain strength, and they will become brighter when they return to the sky.”

"And this is the blessing my brother wants to give you." Having said that, Xu Yan spread out his palms, and a red five-pointed star medal appeared in front of the girl.

Even if the girl doesn't understand what this beautiful medal represents, or the meaning behind the three words "First Class Merit" on it.

But somehow she felt the heavy "blessing" that this medal carried.

In the future, when she truly understands the meaning of this medal, she will no longer be afraid of discrimination and ridicule from others, because even the most powerful hero has said that she is the kindest and most beautiful girl in the world.

This priceless medal is her confidence.