Withered Broken Ice Blue

Chapter 273 Song Jinan, Do You Regret Falling in Love with Me?

Chi Feiwan's eyes were red, and his voice trembled slightly: "Song Jinan, do you regret falling in love with me?"

If it weren't for her, Song Jinan might have really lived the kind of life that ordinary people yearn for, with a successful career and a happy life. He might have been smooth sailing in the workplace and promoted step by step.

"No, Xiaoman, meeting you is the greatest luck of my life." Song Jinan said with almost no hesitation, her soft voice was meticulously sincere.

During the time when his father passed away, it was Song's mother who used her weak but strong shoulders to support him and let him continue to move forward in the darkness. It was Song's mother who used her endless love and patience to teach him to live optimistically in difficult situations.

When he was overwhelmed by pain and despair, it was Chi Feiwan's smile and companionship that made him regain the courage to live.

It can be said that during that period, Chi Feiwan was the belief that supported him to live and the life-saving straw he clung to in the darkness.

After Song's mother passed away, Chi Feiwan was the one who accompanied him through that extremely dark time.

In those days, Chi Feiwan was like a light that never went out, illuminating every corner of his heart.

When we think back on our youthful loves in the years to come, they will not be miserable but rather grand and passionate.

Song Jinan was a bold person in her youth, so why should she regret this beautiful and passionate love?

Chi Feiwan bit her lip, trying hard not to let the tears fall: "Song Jinan, thank you for appearing in my life."

Song Jinan smiled and said, "Xiaoman, you haven't answered how you are doing yet?"

The room fell into silence.

Chi Feiwan forced a smile and said, "Song Jinan, do you have time?

Let’s meet.”

After hanging up the phone, Chi Feiwan did not tell Song Jinan whether he was doing well or not.

When Chi Feiwan went downstairs, she saw Jiang Huaixu in the living room. Thinking that she was about to leave this damn place, she couldn't help but feel happy: "Jiang Huaixu, goodbye."

Their eyes met, he stared at her and raised his eyebrows: "Oh."

Jiang Huaixu's reaction was too abnormal, but Chi Feiwan was so happy that he didn't think too much about it. He took his ID, hailed a taxi and went straight to the airport.

After Chi Feiwan left, Jiang Huaixu turned down the screen of his laptop, picked up his phone and called: "Withdraw the bodyguards protecting Chi Feiwan."

"Master, this is not good."

"It's much safer in China than abroad." Jiang Huaixu leaned back on the sofa, "Will Chi Shiyun be announced as the head of the Chi family the day after tomorrow?"

"Yes, Master."

"Then, you can spread the news that Chi Feiwan lost 5% of the shares, and then contact Li Qiong." A gleam of light flashed in Jiang Huaixu's eyes.

"Master, Miss Li Qiong's itinerary is kept secret and difficult to find out. Madam Li has even sent someone to protect Miss Li Qiong."

Jiang Huaixu sneered, "Go tell Li Qiong that if he wants to marry into a good family, tell him to come to me and book me a flight back to Haicheng in a few days."

"Then does the young master need to follow Miss Chi?"

"Keep following her. Don't take action if she's in danger."

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Chi Feiwan got off the plane and took a taxi to a cafe.

Song Jinan waited for a long time, and Chi Feiwan sat opposite him.

After not seeing each other for a few months, Song Jinan looked much more haggard.

His originally upright figure seemed to be bent by an invisible burden, his eyes, which were once bright and lively, were now bloodshot, his eye sockets were sunken, and his face was as pale as paper. And the beautiful blue eyes of Chi Feiwan in front of him no longer had the brilliance of the past. The eyes that were once as bright as stars now became dim and lifeless, as if covered by a thick layer of haze.

Neither of them had a good life, and both were tortured terribly by the invisible yet omnipresent power.

Power is like a huge net that binds them tightly and makes them unable to break free.

Song Jinan held Chi Feiwan's hand and asked with concern: "Are you doing well abroad?"

Chi Feiwan nodded, but couldn't help but shed tears.

"Xiaoman, come back with me and we will face it together." Song Jinan gently wiped away her tears.

Chi Feiwan bit her lips so hard that they lost their color, and she slowly shook her head.

"Song Jinan, there is no solution to the tragic ending of our relationship.

Can you compete with capital?

Can you fight against the Chi family behind me?

Can you protect me?

Under this heavy pressure and threats, are you really capable of protecting me?

Song Jinan's idea is very beautiful, but the reality is very bleak. "

After this series of sharp questions were raised, Song Jinan remained silent.

Indeed, with his current abilities, he could not provide Chi Feiwan with sufficient protection.

His fists clenched unconsciously, but then loosened weakly.

Chi Feiwan took a sip of coffee, and the bitterness of the coffee spread on the tip of her tongue, just like her mood at the moment. "Song Jinan, I know that the computer industry has banned you. It will be the same no matter which city you go to. I came to you this time to tell you this. I hope you go to Haicheng, to my eldest brother's company."

Song Jinan was stunned.

Chi Feiwan continued, "My eldest brother handed you his business card earlier. He is a man who values ​​talent. Even though I hate him, I have to admit that he can provide you with the best resources. There, your future will no longer be a dark place with no end in sight."

Chi Feiwan handed the bank card, plane ticket and company information to Song Jinan. Her hands trembled slightly: "Song Jinan, go to Haicheng. You have to move forward, not backward."

"Xiaoman, I..." Song Jinan wanted to say something but stopped, as if his throat was blocked by something.

Chi Feiwan curled his lips and showed a bitter smile: "Song Jinan, don't worry, these are all prepared for Big Brother. You can go to Haicheng tonight, he has prepared everything for you.

Song Jinan, we can't go back.

I don’t want your future to be stopped because of me, and it shouldn’t be like this.”

Song Jinan stared blankly at what Chi Feiwan handed over, his eyes reddened, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Xiaoman, is this really the end for us?"

Chi Feiwan turned her head away, trying hard not to let her tears fall, and said coldly: "Song Jinan, stop pestering me. This is a good choice for both you and me."

Song Jinan stood up slowly. It seemed as if all the strength had been drained from his body, and his steps were weak.

He looked at Chi Feiwan, his eyes filled with pain and reluctance, but in the end he said nothing and turned and left.

The night wind blew, Chi Feiwan sat alone in the coffee shop, and finally couldn't hold back his tears.

She knew that her decision just now was for Song Jinan's future, but the pain in her heart was like a knife.

Chi Feiwan had already experienced the pain of separation once, but this time it was not the pain of separation, but the determination.

Throwing reality into the picture is good for both of them.

Song Jinan boarded the plane to Haicheng. Looking at the clouds outside the window, tears rolled down her cheeks and a dull pain came from her heart.

The beginning of a story is always beautiful, but the ending is often not satisfactory. 【1】