bookcurios Chapter 675 Accompanying
Chapter 675 Accompanying
Chapter 675 Accompanying
In silence, the firmness in Zheng Xie's eyes became stronger and stronger. Enduring the side effects of the reverse rotation, he performed the sixth and seventh week's reverse rotation again. After the operation was successful, he immediately waved his hands black sword.
Suddenly, a powerful profound force directly turned into an extremely black ray, rushing towards the attack formed by the dragon and phoenix, and the black ray wielded by Zheng Xie had an extremely wide range. The golden light and flames of the dragon and phoenix covered them all.
This move is extremely powerful, but Zheng Xie understands that it may not be able to resist the attacks of the two monsters, so at this time, when he uses the two sides to attack and fight, his expression changes, his body moves, Immediately head towards the direction of the white robe and go straight!
The white robe was still expressionless, with a look of unconsciousness, but Zheng Xie came over, how could he not sense it, so he squatted down, but faced the bottom, raised his left hand, and touched it lightly. A touch is completely different from the previous three fingers and two dots. It's just a moment, when Zheng Xie is about to come, the whole world suddenly darkens.
This kind of darkness is completely different from the darkness of the sky. It is the darkness of the sky, the darkness of the heart, without a ray of light, it is the ultimate darkness, without everything, sound, picture, perception, everything loses its original appearance , There is still time, and it seems that they are not there. At this time, Zheng Xie also trembled in his heart, and immediately stopped his figure.
He frowned tightly, suddenly shocked, and soon he discovered the strangeness of this world, he couldn't hear the sound of the heartbeat, couldn't see the white robe that should have existed in front of him, let alone the breath of the other party, just like He was completely isolated in another world, a world without hope, a world with only darkness.
At the same time, the mysterious woman who saw this scene in the sky suddenly frowned, as if she felt something else, she was a little surprised: "This darkness..."
And in the next breath, the woman raised her right hand, as if she was going to help Zheng Xie dispel the darkness, but her hand paused slightly, shaking her head and saying to herself: "Forget it, maybe he can understand it by himself!"
The woman was talking to herself, but his gaze was still on Zheng Xie, but a faint smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. Her smile was extremely beautiful, and it seemed to be a little more beautiful than the original Zhou Xin.
It's just that at this moment, her appearance, her delicate body, also began to change with this smile, and in the end, he turned into the appearance of Zheng Xie when he was a child.
dark world.
Zheng Xie's brows were still furrowed, he was vigilant, and he didn't relax a bit. When he didn't stop at the same place, he looked around the world, and then started to move forward slowly, step by step, to a certain place ahead. Fortunately, the moment this dark world appeared, the repulsive force originally exerted on him disappeared instantly, which made his progress unimpeded.
But he couldn't hear the footsteps, and he didn't even feel that he was moving forward, but his heart was very clear. Even in this darkness, he knew that he should go forward, at least back, it was him He is absolutely unwilling to do it, so he thinks that only by moving forward will there be other vitality or other changes.
Sure enough, not long after he walked, a familiar figure of Zheng Xie appeared in front of him. In this dark world, he could only see her, and what appeared in his eyes could only be her. If this world is strange, Just like the changes in this world, and she is the one whose fate is entangled with Zheng Xie - Zhou Xin.
At this moment, Zhou Xin was no longer dressed in black, but was wearing a long white dress and black hair. She was very soft and beautiful, but her eyes were sad and sad. She looked at Zheng Xie with a kind of Sadness, a kind of sadness, actually arises spontaneously in Zheng Xie's heart, as if infected. This is the first time Zheng Xie has feelings in this world. This makes him startled, and his figure is about to retreat quickly. .
But he paused in his heart, as if he realized something, he immediately let go of his thoughts, stopped himself in place, and did not move a step. Just now, when he had the thought of retreating , A strong sense of crisis suddenly eroded his whole body, like one step into hell, one step back into the abyss.
"This!" He was shocked in his heart, but he still stood up and looked at Zhou Xin in front of him. Although the sadness was heavy, he still endured it. At the same time, he felt that the sadness of Zhou Xin in front of him was definitely related to him. And he found that the soft and beautiful Zhou Xin couldn't see himself, so with this kind of doubt and caution, he walked to Zhou Xin's side, but what happened next surprised Zheng Xie again and again!
He saw Zhou Xin, Zhou Xin didn't see him, but he saw Zhou Xin's gaze. What he saw was a grave, not a big one.
But at the moment when Zheng Xie's mood fluctuated, this dark world unexpectedly changed dramatically, as if a person was using a rag to slowly wipe away the darkness of this world. In the end, Revealed its seemingly real side.
This is in a mountain range, but there is a small hill around the forest, and there is a maple tree on the hill.
Perhaps due to the appearance of the wind, the leaves of this maple tree fell, and the leaves followed the direction of the wind. There was a pile of graves under the tree, and there were two people standing beside the grave. These two people were naturally the sad Zhou. Xin, and Zheng Xie who looked bewildered.
"This is?!" Although Zheng Xie was a little shocked by the changes in the world, he still wanted to maintain his heart and keep himself in a calm state, but when he saw the inscription in front of the tomb, His heart seemed to be unable to calm down anymore, because at the time of the inscription, it was his name that was engraved!
His eyes contracted rapidly, and he knew very well in his heart that this world was illusory, but the sense of reality made his heart beat endlessly, as if all this had already happened.
But at this time, he was shocked to find that his body was also illusory, like a soul, which made his heart feel a little cold, which belonged to the coldness of death.
"Impossible! This should all be false. No matter what, I won't just die like this. No, it should be said that I haven't reached the time to die yet!" Thinking to himself, Zheng Xie suppressed all the emotions in his heart , looked at Zhou Xin beside him, as if he wanted to find something different from her, so that he could have a chance to get rid of the current state.
But it's a pity that Zhou Xin looked sad and still looked at the inscription, as if she turned a blind eye to everything, or she couldn't see everything around her. Seeing Zhou Xin fell into deep sadness, Zheng Xie frowned, feeling a little anxious in his heart, so without hesitation, he immediately raised his left hand and took it directly to Zhou Xin's.
It's okay if you don't pull it, but Zheng Xie's mind suddenly trembled when he pulled it, as if he suddenly saw something unbelievable through Zhou Xin's mind, through Zhou Xin's eyes, in his heart!
It was a disaster. Everything in the world disappeared, including humans, land, and trees. The world outside this land became a piece of wasteland. Zhou Xin even saw the death of everyone with her own eyes. The disappearance of the people around him...
I see, a person who looks very similar to Zheng Xie, in order to keep Zhou Xin alive, used his last strength to protect this mountain forest at a critical moment, but in the end he sacrificed himself, just to let her live well , Even if you are alone, you must live a good life.
Suddenly, Zheng Xie seemed to be unable to bear the impact of this kind of picture. It was such a deep despair that Zheng Xie really couldn't continue watching, so he could only let go, and the last picture when he let go was exactly The way Zhou Xin screamed in pain in this mountain forest made his heart ache, and the pain continued.
He didn't know how long it would last, maybe until he couldn't see Zhou Xin, maybe until he forgot everything he saw, but at least, not now, he sighed in his heart, his eyes were extremely confused: "True, or false?" , I seem to be confused, but is it really necessary to distinguish them?"
"Zhou Xin..." Zheng Xie murmured, looking at Zhou Xin now, he didn't know if Zhou Xin could hear him, but he still wanted to say it, it had nothing to do with truth or falsehood, it was just a memory, a memory With unforgettable memories, his tone was slightly heavy, and he said to himself: "I don't know, if these things really happen, how should I face them, maybe I will really save him like you remember, but I may also choose to disappear with you..."
Zheng Xie was talking to herself, but Zhou Xin left here slowly. She put away her sadness and walked in the forest step by step, watching the sun and slowly getting dark. Zheng Xie followed Zhou Xin, watching her quietly , There was a decision in his heart, and it was this decision that made him put away all other thoughts, and walked the same path just for one person.
"If it is said that your loneliness is caused by me, then I will accompany you, let you feel my existence, and make you willing to feel my existence!" Zheng Xie chose to accompany him. If Zhou Xin died, he would He doesn't want to, if Zhou Xin is left alone, he doesn't want to either, if he is really an illusory soul, then even if it is just a soul, he still wants to accompany her.
"I don't know why I came to this world, why I saw you like this, but it doesn't matter anymore, maybe, this is also a choice... This is, I owe you!"
At this moment, the sea breeze blew on Zhou Xin's face and Zheng Xie's heart. Except for a little loneliness, there was only company left!
Nothing unreal, nothing dark.
It's just a kind of companionship, just a kind of obsession, Zheng Xie suddenly understood a lot, so he no longer cared about what was different here, why the dark world appeared, and whether he or the white robe won, He only cares that the current self must be by Zhou Xin's side, no matter how long.
Transforming into the mysterious woman Zheng Xie was when she was a child, she smiled lightly, she saw everything, whether it was Zheng Xie's choice or Zhou Xin's memory, she actually understood very well.
One is guarding, the other is being guarded.
She couldn't help muttering: "Although this illusory world seems to be full of weirdness and danger, in fact, it only changes with the changes of the entrants. Whether it is life or death, it only exists in its own heart! "
"Now, it depends on whether Zheng Xie can endure all of this. Why is the loneliness of that woman not his own? It's just that he hasn't discovered it yet, maybe he doesn't want to discover it at all, let alone discover..."
"But if he never finds out, then she will never be able to come out of the illusory world, but if he finds out, he will leave, or he can only leave the woman alone to suffer loneliness, how should he choose Woolen cloth?"
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The realm of illusion.
Day after day, Zheng Xie has been here for three days, wherever Zhou Xin went, he went there without any delay. He didn't stop until Zhou Xin found a shabby house not far from the grave to live in. pace.
All of this, as if he had really become a soul, but Zhou Xin has been very quiet these days except for visiting the tomb on the hill, and she has not let down Zheng Xie in the memory world at all. Before, the entrustment to her was indeed to live well, even though she was lonely.
Fortunately, there are still some small animals in this mountain forest. Zhou Xin has someone to talk to, but she still didn't find Zheng Xie who was following him, and Zheng Xie didn't care. He said he would accompany him, so he wouldn't break his promise. Although time passed, he also felt a slight sense of loneliness, but he didn't care.
Then just like this, a month passed, Zheng Xie looked a little tired, and he was getting weaker and weaker, but he still silently accompanied Zhou Xin, never giving up, silently enduring the loneliness, quietly watching Zhou Xin Xin, I can always smile knowingly in my heart, forgetting that I have nothing now.
Soon, in this lonely mountain forest, Zhou Xin became more and more familiar with time, and more and more animals accompanied her. They were like friends. While experiencing Zhou Xin's loneliness, they also got along with her. Become the best friend and be extremely harmonious with her, so she slowly regained the smile she should have, as if she could replace the dead someone.
"Can time forget everything?" Zheng Xie felt relieved when he saw Zhou Xin finally showing a long-silent smile. leave here.
But he still didn't choose to leave, he still had to do what he said, even if Zhou Xin would completely forget himself, he would gradually become weak, and he didn't regret it!
In a flash, it seemed that a year had passed. Of course, Zheng Xie didn't know the real time. He only felt that almost a year had passed. During this year, his sense of loneliness grew more and more, and he wanted to leave this place in his heart. My heart is getting heavier and heavier.
Especially in the past year, the number of Zhou Xin's visits to the grave has become less and less, and he feels more and more a kind of death in his heart, which is slowly growing. It is also this kind of death that makes his heart , very upset and painful.
But he still endured, endured desperately, with Zhou Xin, with what he said at the beginning, no matter what, he believed that he could go on like this forever, with such strong perseverance, when no one speaks, no one knows , in the absence of time, his heart, only relying on the original words, persisted.
Year after year, year after year, finally the tenth year came. It was also in this year that everything changed. Zhou Xin finally forgot the existence of Zheng Xie. Maybe she didn't forget it on purpose, maybe it was because of time. , but she still forgot, no longer went to visit Zheng Xie's grave, no longer looked at that lonely little grave, and let time go to weatherize that grave.
Of course, this may also be because there are actually only two people in this mountain forest, one alive and one dead.
Therefore, that living person wants to deal with creatures that are also alive. Zheng Xie saw all this, and he didn't want to care about it at first, but the death in his heart was getting heavier and heavier. Sometimes, it even affected his life. Sensible, again, he almost got out of here.
His weakness has worsened, and it is very likely that he will really die in the next few years, but he still chooses to look at Zhou Xin, and as time goes by, his memory is also a little unclear. I would ask myself, why did I look at this girl, why did I stay by her side...
But he quickly found the hidden reason from the ambiguity. In order to avoid losing himself in the long river of time, he made a decision.
He carved the word "Zhou Xin" on his arm, reminding himself not to forget it all the time, but he didn't know that when he carved the word, the word "Zhou Xin" also appeared on the tombstone of the grave. It was Zhou Xin, but no one knew about this scene, because Zhou Xin hadn't been to the cemetery for three years, and Zheng Xie hadn't been to the cemetery for three years.
Forty years have passed, and Zheng Xie's aura is close to real death, and he has truly forgotten why he appeared here, and even more so, how to get out of this world, even though this was what he thought of before.
He really lost everything, including memory, including life, a kind of loneliness eroded his heart, he was in pain, he wanted to roar, but unfortunately no one heard his scream of pain, including Zhou Xin who was in front of him .
But every time at this time, he would subconsciously see the two words on his arm, as if this had become his habit over the years, and his pain would gradually be hidden by him, and he would Curled up, watching Zhou Xin quietly from the side.
This year, Zhou Xin has gray hair and has become an old man, but she doesn't know why, every time she falls asleep, she will have a dream. In that dream, there is a person he is very familiar with, looking at him quietly.
But when she opened her eyes, that person disappeared without a trace, as if she had never appeared before. This dream has been going on for a long time, I don't know when it started, and when...it ended, She even thought, maybe it will continue like this, without end or end.
It's just that sometimes, she feels that that person is always by her side, but she can't see or touch it. Although she is accompanied by animals, she still feels a little lonely. It doesn't mean that there is no one around her, nor does it mean that the whole Only oneself is left in the world, but a kind of missing, a kind of forgetting.
At the same time, she really thinks this person is very important, so important that she is not allowed to forget, she wants to remember, but she can't escape time, let alone resist time, so under this weariness, gradually, slowly , her heart calmed down, and then she would think, just forget, just disappear, just like...lost! !
This is an inexplicable feeling. At the beginning, she was very irritable and sad, but now, it is more of an intense and extremely complicated feeling. She clearly wants to forget, and clearly wants to be like this, but the self in her heart, It seemed to be stopping, reminding, and telling herself at all times, not to forget, not to forget no matter what.
But time passed, and with time, the person in her dream seemed to have become more and more blurred, and she became flustered, no longer complicated, but an indescribable state of mind.
Like reluctance, she originally thought of ignoring it, just treating it as a dream, and slipping away as soon as she could, but when she really lost it, she had this extremely strong reluctance that she couldn't even describe. It was this kind of reluctance that made her dare not think, dream, or think!
Zheng Xie can no longer follow Zhou Xin. In these 45 years, even though he is still young, his spirit has reached the end. He is lying quietly under a maple tree. It has been a year, and his expression is also very extreme. His eyes are looking at the two words on his arm, but there is still some warmth in his heart...
Although he didn't know who this person named Zhou Xin was, it would always give him an inexplicable power to keep him alive like this!
During this year, he always thought about what he should do, but he couldn't remember what he should do, and he was very confused.
So he stopped on the other side of the mountain forest, watching the moon rise and sunset every day, his mind was in the air, he confused the time and himself, and sometimes he even felt that he was dead.
But those two words, the two words engraved on his arm, made him feel deeply that he was still alive!
On the other hand, Zhou Xin, 45 years later, also developed weakness. She was not sick, but a normal old and weak person, and she never had that dream a year ago. Truly forgot.
After all, she is close to 60 years old, and her body functions in all aspects are about to reach the limit, but whenever she stands on a high place and looks at the other side of the mountain forest, there is always some reminiscence in her expression, and she always feels that there is something wrong on that side. A person she knew was waiting for her!
It's a pity that she was no longer able to walk through the forest safely like before. After her memory slowly deteriorated, she changed places and went to the forest on the other side of the forest in order to get closer to the animals.
She also felt that she was thinking too much. She had been with this mountain forest for so many years. If there was someone, she would have discovered it a long time ago, so she just shook her head every time, and then showed a slight wry smile. After being alone for so many years, Some things, it's time to forget!
This year, Zheng Xie has closed his eyes, but it is not lifeless, but so weak that it is almost dead. He has lost his thinking, thoughts, and emotions. The obsession in it supports him, and he really wants to see someone he wants to see will come, so he is asked to wait, waiting for that person to appear!
In the same year, Zhou Xin was nearly 70 years old. On that night, when Zheng Xie lost everything, she seemed to have a dream.
In the dream, there was a sea, and there was a mountain forest in the sea. There was a small hill on the mountain forest, and there was a maple tree on the hill. On the maple tree, because of the appearance of the wind, the leaves fell, and the leaves followed. The direction of the wind, a pile of graves parked under a tree, and two people standing beside the graves!
Of these two people, one is confused and the other is sad. Zhou Xin doesn't know who the confused person is, but she has a very familiar feeling.
But when he saw the sad person, his heart suddenly shook, and he woke up suddenly. The complexity in her heart suddenly became stronger, and then she frowned slightly, and slowly got up, with this kind of thought, Once again, he looked directly at the forest on the other side, but this time, what he saw was no longer the familiar figure, but a maple tree fluttering in the wind!
In addition, the mysterious woman who has been watching all this, seeing Zheng Xie's persistence, seeing Zhou Xin's dreamlike illusion, couldn't help muttering in her heart: "Actually, there are some things that are not necessarily good when they are persistent. They are like white robes. I lost myself and fell into the darkness, but I have some attachments, not the darkness, but just a kind of expectation, just like people in the darkness, hoping to see the light!"
"Zheng Xie, although you expect Zhou Xin to see you and you to accompany Zhou Xin through this life, the way to get out of the illusory world is to break through. If you don't break through, you will sink forever..."
"You actually knew it a long time ago, but you still made a promise. You would rather use sinking in exchange for Zhou Xin's company. As everyone knows, everything in the illusion is actually not real!"
"This Zhou Xin is fake, but why isn't it true? Fake can be influenced by the real, so how can she not feel what you do to her? It won't be you who breaks this world, but she……"
"She is very important in your heart, and why is she not!" After talking to himself, this little Zheng Xie sighed softly, and for some reason, a trace of crystal appeared in his eyes!
Look at the realm of fantasy again.
On this day, Zhou Xin showed a bit of determination on the other side of the forest. She finally decided that this time, she was going to see what was on the other side of the forest, even if this behavior would cost her the last of her life. She does not hesitate,
In fact, for her, because of her old age, her body was already at the dying stage, and she was very weak. Even though the mountains and forests were not far away, with her energy, it would still take a long time to really get there. There is a place where a maple tree is located, and there is a need for constant rest in the middle, so in this way, the time will be longer!
However, she didn't want to give up just like that, because this was her last...obsession.
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(End of this chapter)