bookcurios Chapter 493 What I lost is actually everything I have
Chapter 493 What I lost is actually everything I have
Huang Xiaomei had already burst into tears.
If her husband and children hadn't supported her, she would have collapsed to the ground.
"Why would you... do this to me?" She looked at Huang Xiaocao, her eyes blurred with tears, and her voice had already become hoarse from crying, "We are biological sisters. How can I be sorry for you? Why would you do this to me? "
"Sister..." Huang Xiaocao also burst into tears, grabbing her arm and saying, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."
"I know what I did was wrong, but I really didn't have any intention of harming you and Anjia. I just had a very bad life and suffered a lot outside. Seeing you so happy, I felt a little jealous... "
"But, you are so good to me, I really didn't harm you, those things were all accidents..."
"Accident?" Huang Xiaomei grabbed Huang Xiaocao's arm with her backhand, shook her with her weak body, and cried, "Do you know what I lost in these two accidents?"
"What I lost was my daughter!"
She cried heartbreakingly: "The daughters I have been looking forward to for so long have already come into this world, but because of your so-called accidents, I lost them one after another..."
"Do you know this pain?"
"Oh, you don't know, because you don't love your biological daughter at all, and naturally you don't understand how much I love my biological daughter..."
There is a daughter who will probably never come back in this life...
Every time she thought about it, her heart ached...
She cried until she was speechless.
The An family supported her, feeling more sad than angry.
"No, I love my biological daughter!" Huang Xiaocao's eyes were filled with tears, and she looked at Taozi who was blurred by her tears, "I just, just, I was young and ignorant back then, and I didn't know what I wanted, so I blindly Chasing something that others envy..."
"Until now, I finally understand that what I want is to be with my family..."
"But you have already caused me to lose my family!" Huang Xiaomei shook her hard, "How can you be worthy of me and our family?"
"How can you have the nerve to say that you are our family and want to be with us..."
"Cough cough cough..."
Because she cried for too long and spoke too hard, Huang Xiaomei coughed so hard that her face turned red and she could hardly breathe.
An Jingwei made a decision immediately: "Jingrui, Xiaozhi, take mom back to her room to rest and give her some water."
If Jingrui's temper and personality hadn't become much more stable after getting married, he would have kicked in the door and fought Huang Xiaocao.
But Jingrui has almost reached the end of his patience. If he doesn't leave, there will probably be a big fuss.
An Jingrui glared at Huang Xiaocao hatefully, gritted his teeth, and helped his mother leave with An Zhi.
An Weiguo also glanced at Huang Xiaocao, shook his head, sighed again, and followed his wife.
There were not many people left at the scene.
An Jingwei looked at Huang Xiaocao like he was looking at an unwelcome stranger. There was no anger or accusation, only indifference that rejected the person thousands of miles away: "Aunt Xiaocao, you also said that if you continue to pursue it for so many years, What happened before is meaningless."
"No matter what happened in the past, we have to look forward."
"But what you did has killed the friendship between Anjia and you."
"You can't turn back time, and the dead can't be resurrected. Just go."
"From now on, don't come to Anjia again, and don't disturb the Anjia family again."
Having said this, he looked at Taozi: "Taozi, please send Aunt Xiaocao out."
"No..." Huang Xiaocao instinctively wanted to grab An Jingwei's arm, but when she saw An Jingwei's cold eyes, she subconsciously pulled back, grabbed Taozi, and cried, "Taozi, help mom explain. , Mom is not a bad person..."
"Mom knows she made a mistake, she will change it and compensate Anjia..."
Taozi closed her eyes, but still supported her: "Mom, I will take you to the hotel."
"Taozi..." Huang Xiaocao cried and asked, "Don't you believe in mom either?"
"In your eyes, is mom such a bad person?"
In front of his biological mother, Taozi was inferior, timid, and cowardly, but when it came to matters involving Anjia, Taozi never backed down.
At this moment, her reaction was the same as that of other An family members: "Mom, we won't talk until we go out. If we talk here, it will affect everyone's rest."
Huang Xiaocao: "Taozi, mom really...can't stay here tonight?"
She had a hunch that if she stepped out of An's house now, she would probably never be able to step in again.
Taozi was silent for a few seconds, but still said firmly: "No."
"When your family sees you, they will definitely think of sad things."
"Mom, you have hurt this family too much, just let this family go."
Huang Xiaocao wanted to say something else, but An Jingwei spoke coldly: "Aunt Xiaocao, I am still willing to call you Aunt Xiaocao. If you don't leave, I will have to hire security guards. I’ll call you Aunt Xiaocao again.”
Huang Xiaocao knows An Jingwei.
He looks calm, but he is very strong on the inside. Once he is angered or makes a decision, he will never look back and never break his promise.
Huang Xiaocao didn't dare to say anything anymore, she just wiped her tears and slowly walked away with Tao Zidi's support.
After taking two steps, she turned to look at An Yuan, who was still leaning against the window.
Anyuan looked at her calmly, his eyes deeper than the dark night outside the window, unable to see through or escape.
Huang Xiaocao showed a tragic smile.
Unexpectedly, she would lose to a little girl in her early 20s...
Arriving outside the gate of An's house, Taozi opened the car door for her: "The security will take you to the hotel."
Huang Xiaocao looked at her: "Taozi, do you hate mother?"
After being silent for a moment, Taozi shook her head: "It's not hate, it's fear."
"I was scared to death."
"I'm afraid you'll take me away."
"I'm afraid you'll remind me of experiences that I never want to think about again in my life."
At this point, she suddenly smiled: "But now, I'm not afraid anymore."
"Because I am from the An family. I can't be so worthless. The past is the past after all. Thinking about it now, what else is there to be afraid of?"
While she was talking, An's security guard had already come over and got into the cab, waiting for Huang Xiaocao to get in the car.
Huang Xiaocao's eyes were filled with tears again, and she used all her remaining strength to hold her hand tightly: "Taozi..."
"Mom, I'm sorry for you, but I really know that I was wrong."
"Can you give mom a chance to make amends with you and Anjia?"
"Mom is very rich now, a lot of money. After mom dies, all this money will be yours..."
"Mom, the An family and I are not short of money, and we don't need your compensation." Taozi interrupted her, "Even if we need compensation, it is something you will never be able to compensate in your lifetime."
This sentence pronounced Huang Xiaocao's death sentence.
Huang Xiaocao seemed to have lost all her strength in an instant, and her hand loosened her grip on Taozi's arm, her eyes filled with tears and confusion.
Being at a loss is like losing the sense of goal and direction, and being lost in the boundless night.
Taozi looked at such a mother and felt a little unbearable: "Mom, you have worked hard for half your life, even giving up your daughter and family ties. All you want is a prosperous life and a respectable status, and now you have got it."
"You can't have both, so don't put on such an expression and enjoy your life."
Huang Xiaocao shed tears and murmured: "With no one to share all this with me, I will even die in loneliness. What's the point of all this..."
Taozi sighed: "In the future, when I become better and never let you down, we may be able to sit in a street cafe, drink a cup of coffee like friends, and talk about food, jewelry and clothes."
Huang Xiaocao's eyes flashed with light: "Taozi..."
"But not now." Taozi shook his head, "Go away and don't come back again."
The light in Huang Xiaocao's eyes disappeared instantly.
She seemed to have aged more than ten years in one breath. She stooped and got into the car tremblingly.
Because her limbs were shaking so much, she even sat down on the door threshold of the car.
It was Taozi who helped her sit up.
It was Taozi who closed the car door and watched her leave.
I don’t know if it was a coincidence or not, but an old song from the last century came from the radio in the car: “What I want in life, I will never be able to figure it out when I am confused. Unexpectedly, what I lost is actually everything I have...”
"What I have lost is actually everything I have..."
Huang Xiaocao raised her hands to cover her face, letting tears flow from her fingers.