bookcurios Chapter 239: Giving Birth to Mu Chaoran, but Not Carrying on the Family Line for President Mu
Chapter 239: Giving Birth to Mu Chaoran, but Not Carrying on the Family Line for President Mu
"We should have a child." He said in a low voice, "The heir of the Mu family, and the bloodline of the Lin family."
Lin Xige stopped where she was, unable to take another step.
She could temporarily avoid this problem, but she could not avoid it tomorrow or the day after tomorrow...
We must communicate with Mu Chaoran directly and resolve the issue.
"You promised me too," Mu Chaoran's voice became lower and lower, with a trace of indelible sadness, "How can you go back on your word, how can you..."
Lin Xige closed her eyes and felt a sore nose.
After a few seconds, she opened her eyes and did not look back, but responded to him: "I promised to marry Mu Chaoran from Su City, my husband. Not Mr. Mu from Haicheng, the third young master of the Mu family."
"I am willing to bear children for Mu Chaoran, but I am not willing to carry on the family line for President Mu."
In her heart, they were two people.
Even Mu Chaoran in front of her couldn't make her fall in love with him wholeheartedly.
But she poured all her love into Mu Chaoran in Su City.
No regrets, love to the core.
It turns out there really is someone whose current self is not as good as his past self.
Lin Xige doesn't love Mu Chaoran at the moment.
It was the former Mu Chaoran.
But Mu Chaoran himself can't go back to the past, and can't give her the marriage and love she wants.
"I am me," Mu Chaoran said, "Xige, I am me."
"No...you are not him."
"Then who else could I be?" he asked. "From the beginning to the end, the one who stayed by your side, married you, made love with you, brought you pain, deceived you and used you, was all me... Lin Xige, it was all me!"
There is no second Mu Chaoran!
The man in Su City is him.
The man in Haicheng is also him!
Why should she deceive herself and hide in the past, unable to extricate herself?
"Don't run away," Mu Chaoran looked at her back, "even if you don't want to admit it, you have to accept the fact! Besides, I have always loved you, and I will love you forever!"
He really didn't understand how far she wanted him to go and how humble he had to be.
He admitted his mistakes, apologized, started to make amends, and showed his sincerity...
What else is Lin Xige not satisfied with?
Do you have to get a divorce?
Do we have to get to the point of separation?
Lin Xige slowly turned around and met Mu Chaoran's eyes.
He stood beside the bed, his hands hanging at his sides, his eyes filled with reluctance and a hint of anger.
"The Mu Chaoran I married never yelled at me." Lin Xige said, "He would work hard outside, and on his way home from get off work, he would see the oden I like to eat and immediately pack it up for me."
"He never lies to me. He always meets and agrees to my requests. Even when I act unreasonably, he will tolerate me. When he is angry, he... No, no, he has never been angry with me."
"He is a model husband praised by everyone. Many of my friends and classmates think that I married the right person. With a husband like that, I am naturally willing to have children for him. One, two, I am willing to have them all."
"Because when a child is born, he will live in a happy family atmosphere, with a responsible father and a gentle and kind mother. The child who is educated will be upright, smart and have a wonderful childhood."
Mu Chaoran looked straight at her.
He opened his mouth, and after a few seconds he uttered: "We can do it now, too."
"There's no going back." Lin Xige said, "The crack has already occurred. Even if you repair it, there will still be a scar. This scar will be there for the rest of your life and cannot be removed."
Therefore, she could not agree to bear children for him.
Even though she was already pregnant with his child.
But she won't tell him, and he will never know...
Lin Xige has planned everything.
Once Xiang Chenyi promised her that he would cooperate with her and put on a play to help her get a divorce, then the child in her belly would belong to her, and she would give birth to the child and raise him in the Lin family.
and……
She wants to find another "father" for her child.
Because Mu Chaoran knows that the child is his, he will find a way to fight for custody!
How could Lin Xige let this happen?
As for who to find to be the "father," Lin Xige hasn't decided yet.
Divorce first.
Maybe, I still need to ask Xiang Chenyi for help.
But she was embarrassed to keep bothering Chen Yi, so she would see what the situation was when the time came.
She would make up an excuse, such as having been in a relationship and then breaking up, or not having an abortion when she found out she was pregnant, and giving birth to the baby to become an unmarried mother.
For example, she wanted to have a child, so she went abroad to pick a good gene and did IVF...
Mu Chaoran had no idea what Lin Xige was thinking, and he never expected that she was plotting against him.
She will also calculate.
Lin Xige was suddenly stunned.
Actually, come to think of it, she seems... seems to be the same kind of person as Mu Chaoran.
She was cheating on him and hurting him.
He was the biological father of the child, but she had no intention of letting him know the truth.
Lin Xige looked away and looked at the ground.
Mu Chaoran sighed deeply: "We don't want children in our lifetime?"
"I want to divorce you. How can we be together forever?" Lin Xige also sighed, "Instead of entangled like this, it's better to let go and make it happen. We can still say hello when we meet in the future."
"Tell me, Xige, how can we be friends with the only person we've ever loved? How can we do that?"
Lin Xige couldn't answer.
Mu Chaoran asked again: "You love me too, can you really not miss me at all after the divorce?"
He didn't believe it.
She just couldn't accept the truth now and felt wronged and angry, which he could understand.
As time goes by, slowly, she will think of his good points again.
No one loved her more than him.
"I can't do it," Lin Xige admitted. "I know very well that after the divorce, I will think of every little thing we did in Su City countless nights."
Mu Chaoran's eyes brightened slightly.
Lin Xige added: "But I can't do it either. I can't let bygones be bygones and continue to live with you and forgive everything that happened before. Mu Chaoran, I am also a very conflicted person."
Love deeply and hate at the same time.
What she couldn't accept the most was deception...
And he not only deceived, but also took advantage.
Even if he fell in love with her along the way, so what.
That was just the most unexpected step in Mu Chaoran's plan.
It was also thanks to his love that Lin Xige was able to turn things around.
Otherwise, if she was the only one involved in the game and the only one who gave her true heart, how painful that would be.
"I can give you time," Mu Chaoran said, "but don't mention divorce."
Lin Xige pulled the corner of her mouth: "Do you want me to lie to you? I lied to you and said, okay, we won't get divorced, you let me go back to the Lin family, and we will separate temporarily to calm down."