bookcurios Chapter 190 Utilization is utilization, love is love!
Chapter 190 Utilization is utilization, love is love!
so what?
It doesn’t matter anymore. I don’t care.
Mu Chaoran opened his mouth and wanted to explain, but found himself speechless.
These were his doings, his mistakes.
He had no other choice but to admit it.
and so……
"I'm sorry." Mu Chaoran could only say this, "Xige, I'm sorry."
Lin Xige yelled at him loudly: "Why do I need your apology?"
After yelling, she still felt that it was far from enough, so she reached out and grabbed Mu Chaoran's shoulders, shaking him with all her strength.
"Why did you lie to me? Why, Mu Chaoran, you lied to me to the end and used me thoroughly... Your plan was halfway through, and you fell in love with me again. What is this?"
"You've fallen in love with me. You want to turn this marriage full of gains and losses into true love with me. Do you think it's possible? Your constant talk of love seems so absurd and ironic!"
"Exploitation is exploitation, and love is love! There is no love mixed in with exploitation, and there is no exploitation mixed in with love! You shouldn't be so good to me, you should be a little cruel and ruthless, so that I can give up on you, but you..."
"You just said you loved me..."
Lin Xige’s strength was exhausted, and her hands weakly slid off Mu Chaoran’s shoulders.
Her body went limp and she fell onto the sofa, curling up into a small ball.
Tears soon soaked the sofa.
Mu Chaoran's heart was about to break.
He really wanted to slap himself hard twice. How could he make her so heartbroken?
Mu Chaoran had imagined many times the scene of him and Lin Xige confessing their true colors, but no matter how much he rehearsed and anticipated it in his mind, it would always be just a hypothesis.
Plans can't keep up with changes.
Suddenly, Lin Xige knew the truth unexpectedly.
And, it happened just a few minutes before he decided to tell!
Mu Chaoran was only a few minutes late, how could he be willing to accept this!
But he knew that even if he told her that he had made up his mind, she would not believe it.
Late is late, it is too late.
This is how fate has arranged it, it is destined.
Mu Chaoran deserves this disaster!
"I love you, I love you very much, only you." Mu Chaoran said hoarsely, "If I lie to you, if my feelings for you are even a little bit false, then let me be struck by lightning and die a miserable death."
He launched straight into a vicious oath.
"Xige, what I want to tell you is that five minutes before you knew the truth, I was thinking in the study about how to tell you everything tonight without hiding anything."
"However, I was a step late, and Mu Heng got there first. I didn't intend to keep it a secret from you, I..."
Mu Chaoran's voice was filled with powerlessness: "I don't know what the point of saying this is. I could have been one step ahead of Mu Heng and had more time to explain it to you, but I didn't. It's my fault, I'm sorry."
Lin Xige closed her eyes.
What she hated most was the word "sorry", but Mu Chaoran kept saying it.
Hearing these three words meant… someone had hurt her and needed to apologize to her.
Mu Chaoran said "I'm sorry" at the same time as "I love you".
Apologize and love deeply.
What a contradiction.
"You can tell me when you come to Su City to find me." Lin Xige murmured, "Okay, you have a plan, you haven't married me yet, you don't dare to take risks, I can understand you. Then why don't you tell me after getting the marriage certificate? I am already your legal wife!"
"After we got married, we talked to each other for so many days and nights, and you never told me the truth... Even when I knew your identity and you urgently needed to return to Haicheng to take up your post, you still kept it a secret."
This is what Lin Xige cannot accept and cannot forgive.
Haha, he was about to confess to her, but Mu Heng got there first.
Fake, all fake!
She would no longer believe a single word that Mu Chaoran said!
Never believe it!
She burst into tears loudly, her cry was so painful and sad.
She cried one cry after another and couldn't stop.
Mu Chaoran just looked at her like that.
Cry, you can still cry, you can still vent, you still have tears.
What he was most worried about was that she would say nothing, do nothing, and just remain numb and quiet. That would be the most terrifying thing.
Because if you keep your emotions in your heart for too long, it will affect your body and mind.
He didn't want Lin Xige to really go crazy.
So, cry, cry for a while, and vent all the grievances and pain.
Mu Chaoran looked at her shaking shoulders and thin body, and his heart ached.
He really deserves to die...
Lin Xige kept crying until her voice became hoarse, her throat was swollen and sore, and her eyes were as red as a rabbit's.
At the end of her crying, she had no strength left and could only make a few sobbing sounds.
From beginning to end, Mu Chaoran was always by her side.
However, when Lin Xige saw him, she felt even sadder.
Why is there such a man in this world that makes her love and hate him?
Love deeply, but also hate.
"Xige, what do I need...for you to forgive me?" Mu Chaoran asked cautiously, his voice low and with obvious lack of confidence, "Will you give me another chance?"
Don't unforgive him.
Please do not.
Mu Chaoran’s inner prayer.
Lin Xige seemed not to hear and did not respond.
He suddenly felt even more uncertain and panicked.
"Xige, Xige," Mu Chaoran kept calling her name, "Look at me, look at me, okay?"
He almost knelt down, and kept squatting until his legs and feet became numb and he had no feeling.
Lin Xige just felt very tired.
I even feel that this world is just like this.
There's nothing worth remembering.
No, that's not right.
A thought suddenly flashed through her mind.
She suddenly sat up on the sofa and looked straight at Mu Chaoran.
Mu Chaoran's Adam's apple rolled: "Xige..."
"How did you know that I'm the daughter of the Lin family and Lin Bingxue is fake?" Lin Xige asked, "How did you find out about this?"
It seems that only Mu Chaoran knows best.
The Lin family didn’t even know that their own daughter was wandering around outside.
Otherwise, Lin Xige would have returned to the Lin family long ago and would not be living in Su City.
Mu Chaoran knew everything and understood everything, but he hid everything from her.
His cunning is so deep.
And all his plans were directed at Lin Xige.
They are husband and wife, and they should work together. How could it turn out like this...
Mu Chaoran didn't answer, but just handed over a tissue.
He wanted her to wipe her tears.
Lin Xige didn't answer.
The tissue just floated quietly in the air.
After a while, Mu Chaoran took his hand back first.