bookcurios Chapter 125: Cannon Fodder Female Star (End + Extra)
Chapter 125: Cannon Fodder Female Star (End + Extra)
Only after Xue Yi left completely did Qin Si and Qi Zhou see the envelope that appeared out of nowhere.
The envelope contained two rings, two sheets of letter paper and two films.
Inside was the only photo of the three of them, but there were two identical photos, which were taken by Xue Yi who forced the two of them to take them together in early summer this year.
They argued for a long time and said they didn't want to do it. But Xueyi, for the first time ever, went along with them just to take that photo.
They each picked up a photo, then their eyes widened.
The people on the two sides of the photo are Qin Si and Qi Zhou, yes, but the one in the middle is a woman with delicate eyebrows and eyes, who looks completely different from Chi You. Her pair of red pupils is very recognizable and stunningly beautiful.
She just stood there, looking at the camera calmly.
Even so, looking into her eyes through the photo can give people a sense of emptiness as if their soul has been seen through.
In the photo,
Her long snow-white hair was draped behind her, not tied up, smooth and flowing like the finest silk. Under her delicate willow-leaf eyebrows were a pair of captivating red eyes, with the tails of her eyes slightly raised, showing her seductive charm, her skin was whiter than snow, and her lips were as red as vermilion.
She held their hands, one on each side.
There was a faint smile on his face.
They knew that it was Chi You.
No, it should be the Chi You they like.
Qi Zhou finally understood why the Chi You he met a long time ago was so different from the Chi You who appeared later. It turned out that they were not the same person at all.
Qin Si took out the two remaining letters from the envelope besides the photo, and opened the one with "To Qin Si" written on it. On it were a few lines of very beautiful words:
"Hello, innocent and proud Mr. Qin, I am Xue Yi.
Thank you for bringing me to try all the delicious food here. I am very happy.
The Mr. Qin in my memory is a proud, confident and charismatic person. You shouldn't bow your head because of me.
I hope you can continue to be happy and move forward with pride.
I am not Chi You, I am the one who came to save her.
Qin Si owed Chi You in his previous life and even turned a blind eye to her death in the end, so my hug and then turning away was a revenge on Qin Si.
Thank you for your brave love and persistence, and thank you for putting aside all your pride and self-esteem and staying by my side.
Ah Qin, live well and promise me that you will live the rest of your life happily. I hope you can have a good ending.
The pillow I give you contains a bit of my charming scent, which can help you solve your insomnia problem.
Qin Si owes Chi You, but he never owes Xue Yi."
———The most beautiful, the cutest, the most beautiful and the most noble Snow Saint
"Hehe..." Qin Si finished reading the thin letter with a smile. The man's eyes were red, but the corners of his mouth were raised.
It's really her style, even her signature is so silly.
He stood up with difficulty and took away one of the photos and the peach blossom-shaped diamond ring that Xue Yi loved very much before she left.
He put away the letter Xue Yi wrote to him and limped out of the ward.
He almost died with her. If it weren't for this letter, his body would be cold by now.
What really touched him was the sentence "Qin Si owed Chi You, but he never owed Xue Yi."
Now Qin Si finally understood why there was confusion and struggle in Xue Yi's eyes when she occasionally looked at him before.
He carefully treasured the ring she left him, the letter and her photo. He would live well because Xue Yi wanted to see him have a good ending.
Qin Si looked at the ring on his ring finger that Xue Yi had put on him personally and smiled.
He went to the company, took out a USB drive, and copied a surveillance video from his dedicated computer.
A video he treasured and never dared to watch.
But Xueyi was gone and he could not see her anymore.
So, he wants to stay.
Qin Si will always love Xue Yi for the rest of his life.
Will she also think of Qin Si from this world in her own world...
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At the end of Qin Si's story, he sat by the sea and peacefully ended his life.
He was sick, lovesick.
He is a person who lives an extremely quiet life, but at the same time he is also a person with high self-control.
He and Chi You were an accident.
But with the snow, I enjoy it.
He coveted the warmth that Xue Yi gave him, even though she would give her love to another person.
Originally, he would never abandon his self-respect and dignity to become someone else's lover.
But facing Xue Yi, he really couldn't bear to let her go.
Xueyi would let him lie on her lap and watch movies with her,
Knowing that he was secretly sad because Xue Yi and Qi Zhou were always seen together in front of the camera, she would buy him a pair of little yellow duck aprons and couple pajamas.
When he has a stomachache, he can easily find medicine in the drawer that he didn't even prepare.
She would give him many surprises every time she spent with him.
She would cook with him, feed each other, and even if her cooking was awful she would pout to prevent him from laughing at her.
He loved Xue Yi, not only because of her body, but also because of her soul.
She could always easily detect his mood changes.
Although I always have a heartless and arrogant look of "you are just my lover",
But in fact, I always secretly remember his preferences.
He doesn't eat peanuts, doesn't like egg yolks, likes fish, and always has sesame sauce but no coriander in his hot pot. Xueyi remembers all this very clearly. Almost every meal he and she have has sweet and sour food and fish.
Xueyi ordered dishes because she likes sweet and sour food and Qinsi likes fish.
His parents never prepared any birthday celebration for him since he was a child.
They said that those were things only children enjoyed, and that he had to take on greater responsibilities and couldn't always pursue those things that children liked.
For more than 20 years, Qin Si had almost forgotten the date of his birthday, but Xue Yi always remembered.
And every week before his birthday, Xue Yi would start living with him, accompany him to work every day, sleep on the sofa in his office when she was tired, and excitedly take him to the playground when she woke up.
She would make fun of Qin Si, a shameless kid at such a big age who still rode the carousel, until he cried and apologized to Qin Si.
She said: "No matter how old they are, in my heart they are still good kids who need protection."
She was not only protecting his self-esteem, but also healing everything for him.
Together they bought ingredients according to online tutorials, made cakes, and ate them themselves.
Xue Yi would sit with him in the dark and turn on a dim light to illuminate his world.
That lamp is just like her. Even though the light is not bright, it is not dazzling. Even though the love is not deep, it is enough.
He admitted that he was addicted to the pleasure and excitement of making a baby with Xue Yi, but he was even more fascinated by the sight of Xue Yi quietly and obediently sleeping in his arms.
Sometimes after going to the bathroom and returning to bed in the middle of the night, Xue Yi would roll into his arms, grab his arm and force him to hold her tightly.
When she woke up, she was ferocious and tried to resist anyone from entering her heart.
When she was sleeping, she looked like a well-behaved cub, looking forward to being cared for.
Qin Si knew that Xue Yi was not heartless, she just didn't know what love was.
In the more than 20 years since Xue Yi left, Qin Si and Qi Zhou would sometimes miss her.
If they tried harder, could she have a child and stay in this world for the child?
But they also know better that Xue Yi is rational and sober.
She would not let anyone bind her, not even the little life she had carried for ten months.
Besides, giving birth is very painful, and they don't want her to feel the pain.
For snow,
Qin Si doesn't hate, nor does he dislike.
He only hoped that if he could meet her again in the next life, he would be a clean Qin Si.
His heart would beat faster only for her, and his body would accept touch from her alone.
Qin Si looked at the photo in his hand, the back of which had turned yellow, and rubbed Xue Yi's spot lovingly for a long time.
She is still incredibly beautiful in the photo, and she looks very pleasing to the eye standing next to the young and handsome guy.
But he is old. Now he has white hair, wrinkles on his face, and his skin is no longer firm.
If she were still alive, she would definitely laugh at how ugly he is.
After making fun of him, I would wait until he cried out of grievance and then comfort him.
He doesn't like crying.
But crying can soften her heart.
He had hardly shed tears in the first twenty-two years of his life.
After meeting Xue Yi, he almost became a crybaby.
Because he found that Xue Yi would sometimes succumb to his beauty...
Xueyi likes the way he looks when he cries with red eyes and aggrieved look.
She said it looked like a well-behaved and pitiful little puppy.
He had seen the note Xue Yi left on his WeChat: [Puppy], and he was willing to be her puppy.
After all, a puppy's love is always warm and sincere.
Just like Qin Si also loves Xue Yi sincerely and without regrets.
A lonely person like him, once he feels the warmth that can illuminate his heart, he will never want to go back to the cold and boring world.
A home with snow is warm and cozy, while a home without it is cold and lifeless.
He promised Xue Yi that he would live a good life, but he persisted for twenty years and finally couldn't hold on any longer.
On the night of his 55th birthday, the white-haired boy held the pillow that Xue Yi had sewed for him and walked calmly towards the depths of the sea, allowing himself to be drowned by the sea water.
“Axue, I’m sorry.
It took me twenty years, but I still haven't let you go.
I'm not afraid of whether you are a fairy from another world, nor do I care why you possessed Chi You.
If there is an afterlife, I will enjoy it.
I made a wish to God,
I'll meet you again in the next life.
I just hope that in the next life, Xue Yi and the clean Qin Si can grow old together and stay together till death. "
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After Qin Si left the ward, Qi Zhou sat on the bed crying and opened the remaining letter "To Qi Zhou".
"Hello, let me guess, you must be our handsome and charming actor Qi, right?
Let me formally introduce myself. My name is Xue Yi, and I’m the most charming, beautiful, lovely and invincible saint sister in the Floating Light Realm!
In fact, I approached you with selfish motives at the beginning because of the teardrop mole at the corner of your eye.
I have an old friend whose teardrop mole looks a lot like yours. It’s a little stand-in literature! Shame, shame, shame!
Qi Zhou, thank you very much for being with me these years.
I had to say those words to you at the beginning. I had my reasons for doing so. Don't hate me.
Watching you go all the way from a popular young actor to a double-Award winning actor, Qi Zhou is really great!
So, after I'm gone, don't be sad, don't be upset, and don't cry secretly in your bed. I gave you a talisman that contains my power and can protect you from disaster.
Don't let my strength go to waste~ Just think of it as me still being with you.
The real Chi You has passed away, and I came into this world to help her live out the rest of her life.