Master, are you married?

Chapter 26 Xianfan

The back mountain is empty and there is nothing.

Standing in the sea of ​​clouds, Xie Dao looked down and saw Jing Miao sitting in front of the stele. The young man was fast running, with well-proportioned flesh and bones.

Over the years, Xie Dao has looked at Jing Miao many times in this way, but he, an old disciple, is unwavering and unwavering, never stopping to turn his head to look behind him.In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, Xie Dao couldn't help but sighed lightly.

Jing Miao is good at everything, but this mortal world is always not good to anyone.

Xie Dao put away the idea of ​​talking to Jing Miao again, he looked and looked, and was about to leave, but this time...

It so happened that this time, Jing Miao turned her head back.

"Master." Jing Miao stood up on the ground, stood on the edge of the cliff and looked at him from a distance. Xie Dao's figure floated slightly, then fell down again, and stepped on the back mountain.

The old cang cypress was rustling in the wind, and a strand of temple hair brushed Xie Dao's face. He lowered his head slightly, stretched out his beautiful fingers to hold it, and muttered: "Xiao Miao, are you still blaming me?" Gently said another sentence in the wind, "How long are you going to face the wall?"

"Then when is the master planning to call me?" Jing Miao raised her head and looked at Xie Xie. The two of them, the master and the apprentice, did not know when they started talking, and they didn't look like master and apprentice at all. today.Many, many years later, when Jing Miao recalled it, he only remembered that he seemed to be more energetic today, as if he was really a young man in his flesh and blood.

Xie Dao then said: "I'm waiting for you to turn around."

"..." Jing Miao looked at him without saying a word, as if guessing whether this turning back had other meanings.

Xie Dao didn't explain, Jing Miao lowered her head slightly.

People in this world, whether it's father and son brothers, husband and wife lovers, or master and apprentice playmates have conflicts, there must be one person who will give in first.

"In my heart, I don't blame Master anymore." Jing Miao said silently, "There is no right or wrong in this matter, it is the culprit Qin Sheng, he wants to thank you with great fanfare, that is him In terms of emotion and reason, at most he can say that he made Chunfu difficult, but he cannot be said to be wrong."

It is not strange, it is strange.

Xie Dao didn't know why he was entangled in this, he just thought of it subconsciously.

"How long do you want to stay here?" Xie Dao asked, and then he thought about it for a while, and some signs of struggle appeared on his face, before he said sullenly, "I was just talking angry that day, and I don't want you to pester me any more. Go down, I don't really want to punish you."

"Master's heart, I understand." Jing Miao remained motionless.

understand?

Xie Dao looked at him, but he didn't seem to understand, because he didn't seem to want to stand up and go back with him.

"The back mountain is clean and there is no one to visit on weekdays. It is no different from Ziyun Peak." Jing Miao said softly, "I just happen to be practicing the technique of bigu, so reflect more."

There is no difference from Ziyun Peak.

More reflection?

Xie Dao felt a suffocating breath in his chest, he knew that his apprentice had always been very assertive, so his expression didn't change much, he just asked: "You still blame your teacher, don't you?"

In fact, Jing Miao himself didn't think very clearly about this issue, he knew that this matter had nothing to do with Xie Dao, and he had nothing to blame Xie Dao, but he was always disappointed in his heart.Maybe it was because of Xie Dao's indifference to this matter, or maybe it was because of his own incompetence, when he looked up, Xie Dao was still neither sad nor happy, and there was no one in this world who could touch his mind.

After cultivating the Tao, in the end the seven emotions will be extinct and the six desires will be barren.

Jing Miao lowered her head, no longer looked at him, but said indifferently: "I don't dare."

He didn't know what he was talking about, maybe he didn't dare to gamble on his position in Xie Dao's heart, or he didn't dare to let himself be so dependent on Xie Dao.

The word "master and apprentice" sounds deep in love and has a shallow origin. It's better not to have too many expectations.

If it had to be said, Jing Miao was probably a bit sad, and this matter had nothing to do with him. Unexpectedly, Duan Chunfu could think about this matter, but he couldn't.The ups and downs of the world, some people can see through, some people can't, that's about it.

He's just blaming himself.

Blame myself for not being able to do what I want to do, blame myself for being so slack.

"Don't you dare?" Xie Dao glanced at him indifferently, and suddenly sighed softly, "Forget it, it's up to you."

He flicked his sleeves and left, his body disappeared into the sea of ​​clouds, but he disappeared after a while, Jing Miao only felt that his eyes were hot and humid, but he had no regrets in his heart.He thought of a few words to describe his behavior, which was nothing more than "being pampered and spoiled", but he suddenly gained a little understanding.

It is always better for yourself to see clearly your status and value earlier.

Just like this, Xie Dao did not do anything wrong, but Jing Miao did wrong. He had set too high expectations for this master, and he was destined to be disappointed, and now, it is nothing more than withdrawing such expectations .

In fact, if you want to think clearly, Jing Miao is not confused, this matter involves people from the sect and the evil sect, Duan Chunfu was saved by grace, and no one is at fault.Thinking about it now, he was only disappointed by Xie Dao's attitude, that indifferent and decisive attitude, without any room for turning around.

Jing Miao looked at her hands, thin calluses were born on the fingertips and palms, rough and wide, not perfect, and it was very different from Xie Dao's hands that seemed to be carved out of jade.After all, he is a fairy, and he is different from a mortal like himself, and it is naturally inappropriate to speculate and expect Xie Dao with mortal thoughts and feelings.

After thinking about it carefully, Jing Miao was speechless again, and let out a long sigh.

In fact, he also knew in his heart that he was so angry this time because he really thought Xie Dao too well and wanted to be the person he wanted, but Xie Dao was not.Xie Dao is his teacher, his guide, he has his own personality and life, and he has his own choices, and he will never change anything because of what Jing Miao wants to do.

After thinking about it carefully, Jing Miao felt that the act of exposing her anger to Xie Dao was too naive and ridiculous, so she couldn't help shaking her head and laughing.

Jing Miao stood up, patted the dust off her clothes, jumped onto the tall pines and cypresses lightly with her toes, and turned over lightly.He sat down firmly, looked up at the bright moon in the sky, raised his left hand to rest his head, today is a fine day, if Duan Chunfu is still there, they can drink together.

Half drunk and half awake, half drunk and not awake.

As carefree as ever.

The author has something to say: Some small ideas for writing:

When I was writing about Jing Miao, I felt that his plot might be a bit hypocritical, but after thinking about it, I think it is quite reasonable.Everyone has self-righteous moments, and if Xie Dao doesn't do it, it doesn't mean he is bad, but Jing Miao will be very disappointed if he fails to meet Jing Miao's expectations.Jing Miao also knew that his thinking was wrong, he just couldn't control it all of a sudden, because Xie Dao was his most important person, he almost thought Xie Dao was perfect, but there were some things that he couldn't do, and couldn't do either. arrive.

But no one is wrong, and Jing Miao's refusal to leave facing the wall is actually a kind of self-punishment for her own thoughts.