bookcurios Chapter 39 Talking Hearts
Chapter 39 Talking Hearts
Meng Yue always felt that he didn't know what "sorry" was.
But now, he was really feeling that way.There is no way, it is my mother in front of me.Just the day before yesterday, I still swore that Ying Ze liked me, but I would never give back, so it's better to stop early, otherwise it will only cause deeper harm to Ying Ze.
But after only two days, I will regret it.
But precisely because it was Ms. Cen in front of her, Meng Yue could speak freely.He grew up in a permissive environment, knowing that no matter what decision he made, his mother would support him.
So Meng Yue coughed and said, "Mom, I regret it."
Ms. Cen: "?" What do you mean?
Meng Yue said: "I suddenly felt that Ozawa is not impossible."
Ms. Cen: "...???"
She looked at her son with complicated eyes and was at a loss for words.
It's just that there are many other people in front of her, and she can't see her son's face.Cen Lizhu was depressed, and the frustration that had been suppressed by the momentary shock came back again.She pulled herself together and asked after all, "Why?"
How long has it been!
She couldn't forget that last night, Meng Yue said with a serious expression, "I want to separate from him slowly."
Cen Lizhu loves Ying Ze dearly, but she loves her son even more.So when she heard what Meng Yue said, her first reaction was to consider it from Meng Yue's point of view.She asked Meng Yue if she would feel regretful afterwards.
Ozawa did not get a response, which is very pitiful.But the relationship is a matter between two people, and Cen Lizhu is even more unwilling to let Meng Yue be reluctant.So she needs to know Meng Yue's attitude.
And it was Meng Yue's reaction that made Cen Lizhu feel that his son had indeed thought it through.
He won't be with Ozawa.
At this point, Cen Lizhu began to think about things from another level, just like Meng Yue, thinking about how to minimize the damage to Ying Ze.
This was the most profound conversation between mother and son after Meng Yue became an adult.Although the duration was not long, it left a deep mark on Cen Lizhu's heart.
This made her feel that the son who had posters of rock bands all over the room and who had countless sudden ideas during the growth process, who might persist or give up, sometimes jump off and sometimes be steady, had finally grown up.
But now, Meng Yue's attitude made Cen Lizhu hesitate again.
Has Meng Yue really grown up?
It's only been two days, not even 48 hours.
She cared more about her son after all, so she wondered why.
Meng Yue thought about it, and felt that the moment he got the pen was hard to describe in words.But he still tried to explain, saying: "I was 'moved' by him."
Cen Lizhu understood for a moment, but still disagreed.She said: "'moved' is temporary, and 'together'...doesn't mean forever, but if you really make a decision, you can't let Ozawa down casually."
You can have conflicts, you can have disagreements, you can break up, and you can never see each other again in the future.
But you can't give Ying Ze hope just because of your momentary temper, and then cruelly take it away.
In the past 20 years, Cen Lizhu's greatest expectation for Meng Yue is that he will be healthy and safe throughout his life.
Right now, that expectation has been shattered.So Cen Lizhu took the second place, thinking: My son, at least, should be a good person.
I don't ask him to be open and aboveboard in everything. I know that there are always some situations in the world that require gray paths.But I hope that Meng Yue can be open-minded and always think of tenderness.
"Mom," Meng Yue said helplessly, with some unspeakable feelings, "I've made up my mind."
Cen Lizhu said: "You also 'thought it out' the day before yesterday."
Meng Yue thought for a while and said, "Mom, then, give me your hand—don't be afraid, I'm here, and you won't be hurt."
Cen Lizhu was startled.
Meng Yue felt that since he could spy on other people's inner thoughts, he might be able to pass on his touch at that moment to his mother if he did the opposite.
With this thought in mind, he recalled: at noon that day, the sun was just right, and it came in from the window and fell on Yingze's shoulder.
He is looking at me.
We knew there was a crisis to come.I didn't know it at the time, saying that it was a "crisis", but it was actually easy to get through.I let the box open and took out the pen inside.I feel very beautiful.
Ying Ze said, it was my birthday present.He chose for a long time, prepared for a long time, and hid this wish in his heart for a long time.
When I got the pen, I felt a vast river rushing towards me.I see Osawa's face.
I suddenly felt that all the previous persistence was meaningless.Ying Ze wants me to be happy, and I want him to be happy too.I—why can't I give it a try?
At this moment, Meng Yue looked at Ms. Cen intently.As long as Cen Lizhu showed any discomfort, he would withdraw his hand.
But Ms. Cen was silent for a long time.She seemed to be sunk in this vast emotion.
She was born in liberal arts, and loves romance in her bones, so she fell in love with Meng Yue's father.She and Meng Yingzhe have been together for 20 years. They also had a passionate love before, but it turned into a long stream.
She gets it.I understand why Meng Yue was touched.
Meng Yue took away the previous emotion, and after a long time, the number of people queuing up ahead to make an appointment for the project gradually decreased, and a new long queue formed behind them.Cen Lizhu came back to her senses, sighed, and sighed, "Ozawa is really not easy."
"Mom," Meng Yue pondered, "Did you say that I don't like 'people' at all?"
He said: "Actually, before...although I felt that I could have a try with Ying Ze because of this incident, but I didn't think too much about it. It seemed that I just made a sudden decision, and then I could look at me in a different way by the way." The relationship with him. Yes, it was very sudden. The situation was very chaotic at the time, and then I encountered, "Meng Yue paused, and vaguely passed the passage,"——encountered a little trouble. There are always other things after that, so I also Didn't think about it."
Meng Yue: "Now that you're telling me this, I'm starting to straighten out my thoughts."
Cen Lizhu said encouragingly: "Well, come and talk to mom?"
Meng Yue smiled, "Since I was a child, I see you getting along with Dad, and I think it's very good."
Cen Lizhu and Meng Yingzhe set a good example for Meng Yue.They are lovers, they and Meng Yue are a family.They respect each other, run in really well and are honest with each other in everything.
This is the most perfect "love" template in Meng Yue's heart.
Meng Yue: "So, some people confessed to me before. But at those times, I always asked myself first: Can I do with 'her' like you and Dad? I don't think so."
Judging from the perspective of a bystander, Meng Yue's attitude is actually wrong.
Trust needs to be gradually increased. He cannot face a person who has not started to get along with him for a long time, and simply and rudely make a judgment.
But from Meng Yue's standpoint, he can decide what kind of love he wants.
He is the person who hopes to spend a lifetime with him, and before this relationship begins, he has enough trust and mutual dependence with him.
Just like Mr. Meng and Ms. Cen.
So after going around and going around for more than [-] years, only Ying Ze can meet Meng Yue's request.
The premise is that Meng Yue can figure it out on his own and change his attitude towards Ze.
This process may take a long time to kill, or it may only take a short moment.
Meng Yue lowered his voice and said: "Trust and honesty. Love is like this, and friendship should be like this. But 'love' is unique and exclusive. I am also a bit perfectionist. I always hope that my first object is The best. "Friendship" can develop with many people at the same time. Mom, let me tell you the truth. At first, I never thought that I would spend so long with Ying Ze." He had no choice but to smile, "Originally It’s just urging him to pay the shift fee. The result is unknowingly, and it’s like this now.”
When Cen Lizhu heard this, she was relieved slowly.
It turned out that the son was not impulsive, but had been subtly influenced long ago, and only one opportunity was missing.
She smiled and said, "It seems that my previous feeling was not wrong."
Meng Yue was puzzled: "What?"
Cen Lizhu said: "You and him are too familiar, so familiar that you can already be like me and your dad. Speaking of this, why hasn't Ozawa come back yet? He said before to pay the bill, why didn't he come back so late."
Seeing that the line is going to the end.
Meng Yue said, "Call him?"
Cen Lizhu: "Okay."
When the call was made, Ying Ze said that he had paid the fee and was coming here.
His voice is a little hoarse.When Cen Lizhu hung up the phone, she said to Meng Yue, "Did Ozawa catch a cold? In winter, he still runs around with our house. You have to treat him well."
Meng Yue accepted, thinking: Ying Ze will also treat me well.
Ying Ze has always been very kind to me.
After a while, the two saw Ying Ze.Because he was in a hurry to go out in the morning, Ying Ze just took a windbreaker casually from the closet, but didn't pay attention to its thickness.The windbreaker is a spring and autumn style. Meng Yue didn't notice these details at first, but now he feels that Ying Ze seems to be frozen, and his hands are all red, let alone his cheeks.
He brought the payment slip, and Cen Lizhu made an appointment smoothly.There are too many people, and the inspection can only be done tomorrow.
Meng Yue quietly pulled Yingze's arm and asked, "Why did it take so long?"
He felt it was caring and considerate.Ying Ze blinked, his eyelashes fluttered, his voice was hoarse than what he heard on the phone, with a strange softness, and he said, "Sorry, I just went downstairs to smoke a cigarette in the garden."
Meng Yue sniffed beside him, and indeed smelled a faint smell of tobacco.Looking at it this way, the chill on his body also had an explanation.
Because Cen Lizhu was in front of Ying Ze, others only thought that Ying Ze was talking to Cen Lizhu, so it was not surprising.
Cen Lizhu heard her son's question.She looked at Ying Ze, recalled her son's handsome appearance, and thought to herself: My son and son-in-law are both talented and handsome, a match made in heaven.
When they returned to Meng Yingzhe's ward, they happened to meet the doctor making rounds.Cen Lizhu listened carefully, and Ying Ze was beside her, jotting down various points by the way.
The doctor glanced at Ying Ze, and heard him call Cen Lizhu "Auntie", he had a hundred or eighty thoughts in his mind, but he didn't express it.
When the doctor left, Cen Lizhu turned to ask Meng Yingzhe what he wanted for lunch.Ying Ze saw that the family of three had settled down in front of him, he glanced at his watch and said, "Then I'll go back to the company first."
Cen Lizhu was startled, and said, "Let's have a meal together."
Ying Ze smiled and said, "No, Auntie, there are still things to do."
Cen Lizhu thought for a while, and said, "That's fine. Later, when your Uncle Meng is discharged from the hospital, Auntie will cook something delicious for you."
Ying Ze said thanks.Meng Yue said to send him off, but he declined, and asked Meng Yue to stay and spend time with his parents.
The author has something to say: I have analyzed Meng Meng's emotional attitude
He is the kind of person who only decides whether to go further when he reaches 99.
But all the people who confessed to him before were still at the [-]th or [-]th pace.
This is of course normal in an ordinary relationship between lovers, but Meng Meng does not accept it.
Only Ozawa has reached 99 silently as a "friend".
So only Ozawa would make Mengmeng feel that he could give it a try.