bookcurios Chapter 32
Chapter 32
There was a time when his world was dark.
Can't hear, can't see.
Later, the blackness faded away, and gradually, his world became brighter, sporadic voices could be heard, and someone could feel someone's touch.
He was always being held, and someone was always whispering something in his ear.
He couldn't understand at first, didn't understand what it meant, and couldn't move, so he could only listen slowly.
All he knew was that his voice was gentle and the temperature of his touch was very comfortable.
At that time, he didn't know who he was, where he came from, and who he was with.
The people who take care of him seem to enjoy making him clothes, as well as doing it themselves.I went to the market to buy a lot of fabrics, and I would take them back and measure them one by one.
Every new year and holidays, I have to change him to a new one, especially during Chinese New Year. He heard him say: "Ah Yi, you are also one year older, you are 17 years old."
Who is he calling Yi?Who is 17 years old?He doesn't understand.
That night, the man took him out to a village and pointed to the sky for him to see.
"Ah Yi, those are fireworks, aren't they beautiful?"
He asked a lot and said a lot, but the puppet in his arms still didn't answer, just lying in his arms like a lifeless doll.
"New Year, you must have a New Year's wish. After tomorrow, Ah Yi will be eighteen, and he will be a grown man." The light white clothes gently smoothed Gou Yi's clothes, and the youth between his eyebrows was more dazzling than fireworks.He smiled and said, "When can I see Ah Yi wake up?"
Closing his eyes, the corners of his mouth curled up: "Then this year's New Year's wish is not to live a long life, to live a peaceful life, and to stop killing and war. I hope my little Ah Yi can wake up."
In the past, Yan Bujing visited Qingbaiyi a few times, seeing him living like an old man in the mountains, he looked disgusted.
"You don't like hot and spicy food with me, so you don't like this porridge and side dishes, do you?"
On the hillside, Qing Baiyi fried some side dishes and brought him a jug of wine: "Is this enough?"
Yan Bujing's eyes were shining brightly: "When did you steal it?"
"I bought this, so how could it be stolen." Qing Baiyi was helpless, "I don't even think about what I, a non-drinker, prepare wine for."
"Hahaha, I understand, I understand, for me, right?" Yan Bujing smiled.
"It's good to know, you have no conscience."
In those few days, when eating for two people, there were always bowls and chopsticks for three people.
Gou Yi, the puppet, leaned on the back of the chair listlessly, his eyes didn't close, his mouth didn't open, let alone move.
"You are like a girl who runs around with a doll all day long." At that time, Yan Bujing commented like this.
"He's different." Qing Baiyi shook his head, "My Ah Yi will wake up one day, he will become a powerful person, protect the weak, and eliminate evil and evil."
"You are so beautiful." Yan Bujing said, "In the eyes of others, we are all evil, evil, and demons. If we really count it this way, we must get rid of ourselves first."
"No. I will teach him well, teach him to distinguish right from wrong, understand righteousness and etiquette, and know good and evil."
Seeing that Qingbaiyi put his whole body and soul into Gouyi, Yan Bujing shook his head helplessly.
I don't know how many springs and summers have passed on that mountain, and I have been there several times in autumn and winter.
In winter, the whiteness of Yimapingchuan makes people's eyes hurt.Yan Bujing sent Qing Baiyi a cape of white fox fur, the fur color was pure and bright, warming his plain face.At the same time, another one came along.
As soon as he opened it, Qing Baiyi smiled.
"You still understand me."
One white and one purple, two cloaks.
He put it on Ah Yi, took him to sit in front of the door, stretched out his hand and squeezed a snowball into his palm.
"Is it ice?"
No one answered him.
"It's snow. It's the snow that falls every winter. I like it very much."
"Listen, does the world seem to be quiet?"
Gou Yi leaned against him, softly.
"After you wake up, Ah Yi and I will make a snowman together, okay?"
Still no one answered, he talked to himself.
Gou Yi could already understand what he was talking about, Xue...he couldn't see what Xue was.
There is still a blank in front of my eyes, this person is so annoying, always chattering in his ear, but I can't see it.
Later, every time it snowed, Qing Baiyi would take Gou Yi out for a walk, holding the falling snowflakes in his hands, and shouting in surprise like a child: "Look at Ah Yi, the snow hasn't melted yet!"
Gou Yi had a slight dislike in his heart: "Childish."
Later, in the spring.
Peach blossoms everywhere.
The wild flowers on the ground are fragrant and small, and the green grass is dotted with stars.
Qing Baiyi found a horse and carried him on it: "I'll take you for an outing."
The wind rustled in the ears, and the willow leaves fluttered with the lake. The vast grassland was connected to the lake, and the light white clothes were speeding across the grass with Gou Yi in their arms.
The wind blew up their clothes, and Gou Yi's hair kept brushing his cheeks.
He held his mouth lightly, and smiled helplessly.
At that time, Gou Yi seemed to feel a little spring breeze blowing on his face, but he didn't know if it was.The eyes are no longer just white, but also green.
As the horse jolted, occasionally when he lowered his head, he seemed to be able to see a strange color.
He wanted to ask, "What is that?"
However, he cannot speak.
The lake is gurgling and the vegetation is lush.
Horses are grazing by the lake, and light white clothes are grilling fish by the lake.
"You know, I'm the best at cooking, and I like grilled pheasant best, but it's a pity they don't have it here. Grilled fish tastes good too. Although you can't eat it, I can let you smell it." He reached over to grill the fish , walked around under the tip of Gouyi's nose.
"Is it fragrant?"
That day, Gou Yi only felt something strange flowed into his nasal cavity, something he had never felt before.
fragrant?What is incense?
Bah, how disgusting!
It is summer.
It was very hot.
Qing Baiyi likes to be cool and cool, so he insists on dragging Gou Yi to swim.
The lake water was clear and there was no one around, so he took off his clothes and jumped into the lake.Swimming happily, laughing.
Gou Yi was leaning against the rocks on the shore, and the light white clothes would poke his head out from time to time to take a look.
Looking at him with shallow eyebrows, she did something bad, stretched out her hand to take off Gou Yi's clothes, and pulled him down to wash together.
Gou Yi was surprised to feel cold all over, so cold that he had nowhere to hide.
He panicked and thought: What is this, what is this!It seems that the whole body is wrapped, which is strange.
"This is water, it is embracing you and welcomes you. They like you." Qing Baiyi leaned against the stone, hugging Gou Yi in the water, "Can you feel it? This is the natural temperature. They know you are hot, let them The water is here to cool you down."
Gou Yi was dumbfounded, with no expression on his face.
until--
Something smooth and delicate was posted.
Stick it on him.
He fell into an embrace.
Qing Baiyi hugged him, like holding a child, and spread his legs.
"You're about to fall, and the wood will float up, so why are you still sinking." Qing Baiyi said to the person in his arms with a smile.
But the person in the arms was completely stunned.
The slippery water slips through the cracks.There is no barrier between the two of them, and they stick close to each other.
He was obviously lifeless, but he felt as if he was on fire.He relies on the temperature of this embrace, and he misses this embrace.
It turned out that this was the feeling of meeting him.
Seems... not too bad.
It's autumn.
The sky is getting cooler and the maple leaves are turning red.
The tip of the sword rolled up the red maple, and it filled the sky in an instant.A white figure danced among the maple leaves. His sword was sharp and beautiful, and his black hair was dazzling against the red. He smiled and kicked a leaf.Seeing that the maple leaf was swift and fierce, as if it could cut Gou Yi in half, but it barely stopped at the tip of his nose, and then swayed and fell from mid-air, falling into the palm of his hand.
The wind whipped up the fallen leaves. He stepped on the maple leaves, walked up to Gou Yi, squatted down, and looked at him with a smile: "Want to learn? I'll teach you."
Gou Yi didn't speak.
Who wants to learn, hmph, put on airs, I will definitely be better than you in the future.
He secretly said in his heart, how could he hear it in light white clothes.He tilted his head and said in a bad manner: "In this way, I will suffer a disadvantage. If you call me master, I will teach you, how about it?"
not called.
Think beautifully.
Don't call me Master.
"I'm very good." The light white clothes wrapped his arms around his waist, "Take you to play?"
What are you doing... Hey!
Among the red leaves falling in the wind, there is a white dress and a purple dress.The two figures are like elegant butterflies, flying all the way to the high point of the maple tree.The light white clothes fluttered on the top of the tree, looking at the red in a radius of ten miles.
He sighed softly: "It's so beautiful."
Gou Yi's eyes are vague, as if he can see, but also seems not to see.
The person close at hand was in a haze, and he really wanted to see his appearance clearly.It doesn't matter if you don't see these beautiful scenery, he just wants to see you.
"Do you know who loves red the most?"
"No. He wants red for everything. He wants clothes, tassels, even bed sheets for the dormitory. I often joke that he looks like a bride, but he says to me, 'Somebody needs it too. No'. Hehe." He picked the purest red leaf from the top of the tree, "I will give this to him, he will be happy."
Autumn is over, and it's winter again.
The winter of that year seemed to be extremely cold. It snowed heavily for three days and three nights, and Gou Yi was forgotten in the cabin.
Even without temperature, he seemed to be cold.
Waiting for Qing Baiyi to come back every day.
He said something, let him wait for him at home.
OK, I will wait for you obediently.
Gou Yi didn't know how long he waited until he was exhausted and anxious.
He finally heard the sound of the door opening, and then, a red shadow fell in.
He was startled.
what is this?
What red thing?
No one answered him because the red thing didn't move.
He wanted to scream, struggle, and get out of this shell.
Ayi!
Why don't you come back!
Ayi!
The night was full of wind and snow, and the snow drifted for another day and night.
The open door was covered with snow, and the man lying on the threshold did not move.
The dazzling white and red hit Gou Yi's eyes.
He really wants to rush out, he really wants to find Ayi, he doesn't want to be damned trapped here, he misses him so much, he wants Ayi!
There seemed to be something struggling in my heart, angry, and in a hurry.
A Yi.
A Yi.
Ayi!
Suddenly.
Gouyu's light shone from his heart, as if he had broken free from a cage. Gou Yi's stiff body was still warm, but his eyes... blinked.
His vision gradually became clear, and the virtual focus gradually converged, and he raised his head.
The tea was still cold on the table, the ground was covered with snow, the door was immobilized by the snow, and the cold wind was blowing into the room.
He moved.
I want to stand up against the wall.
However, he fell down.
He seems...can't walk.
And just for a while, he saw the hem of his clothes in the wind and snow, the red was dazzling.
By the way, there are people here.
Crawling across the ground, he dug a figure out of the snow.
He was lying on the ground, his body was cold.Gou Yi turned him around strangely, however, this glance gave him a stabbing pain in his chest.
He was bent over, his eyes wide open.Want to cry, but there are no tears.
"What's wrong with me, why am I... so uncomfortable."
"Ayi is wearing white clothes, you are wearing red clothes, I know you are not Ayi, you don't..." He thought so, but saw the only white on his neckline.
Gou Yi is crazy.
He shoveled the snow, his eyes wide open.
He wanted to cry, but there were no tears.
His sad heart is tightly blocked, and he has no heart.
Looking up and screaming, he can only make one syllable.
"Yi! Yi!!!"
The person lying in his arms no longer has the charm of the past.
As if he wanted to die, he lay quietly in his arms.
It seems that there is no breathing, and it seems that there is no nostalgia.The corners of his lips raised slightly, as if he had no regrets.
Gouyu's power is extremely powerful.
He almost cut himself open and saved Qing Baiyi's life.
Stayed in his bed day and night.An oil lamp in the house was dimly lit, and the wick was swaying from side to side by the wind blowing in the cracks, and Gou Yi didn't dare to get too close. His whole body of wood, if it was burnt out, would be gone.
He doesn't sleep, his eyes are wide open.Look at the person on the bed.
It turns out that you are Ayi.Ayi looks like this.
kindness……
you are so pretty.
Ayi's whole body was cold, he didn't know if he had any temperature, he just wanted to warm him up.
She took off her clothes, got on the bed, got into the bed carefully, and hugged him carefully.
Ayi, this way, you will feel warmer.
perhaps……
The blizzard still didn't stop, and it seemed that the house was about to fall apart.Fortunately, the log cabin can last a while.
After changing him into clean clothes, the two of them hugged each other.
Gou Yi rubbed his shoulders, hoping that he could open his eyes and look at himself.
Ayi, I'm awake.
Don't you always say you hope I can wake up?
Why did I wake up and you fell asleep again.
Day and night, Gou Yi stayed with him like this.
Wipe him down and put him in clean clothes.
He even learned to go down the mountain and went to the village.Everyone thought it was light white clothes, and enthusiastically handed him a lot of food and drink. He didn't say a word, and took a group of gifts up the mountain.
Cook porridge like my aunt, feed him a little bit every day, and watch him be happy for a long time after drinking a mouthful of rice porridge.
Gou Yi knew that the aura in the light white clothes was running out.It all depends on Gouyu to hang his life.
He desperately sent spiritual power to Qing Baiyi every day, but fortunately, he didn't get worse.Just kept sleeping.
This is what it feels like to wait for someone.
Gou Yi sat in front of the door, watching the flowers bloom and fall, and the moon rise and set.
Watch spring go and fall come, see summer solstice and winter pass.
Light white clothes have been waiting for him for 20 years.
He waited for him for 100 years.
Wait until he knows everything, sees everything, and understands everything.
Wait until Gou Yi sees all kinds of things in the world, and sees the beautiful scenery of mountains and rivers.
Wait until he learns to love and hate, to get used to the ugliness of the world.
He also became bolder, and every morning when he got up, he would secretly kiss him.
Sleeping for a hundred years, Ayi, you are so lazy.
It's another new year.
There are no more fireworks in the sky.
He went to another village to buy some fireworks and set them off by himself, clasped his hands together and made a wish.
A Yi said that the wish for the New Year is the most spiritual, so he made a wish for 100 years in a row.
"I hope Ayi can wake up and live forever."
His desire is simple and pure.
I just hope that Ayi will not die and can live forever.
He lit the fireworks, and the snow in the sky stopped falling.The moonlight is beautiful, but the weather is very cold.
The colorful sky is reflected in the pupils of the eyes, and the fireworks are gorgeous and beautiful.
He smiled slightly.
100 years, Ai.
but it does not matter.
No matter how long it takes, I will wait for you, wait for you to wake up, and accompany you to travel all over the mountains and rivers.
Your wish has come true, so when will my wish come true.
The north wind was blowing, and the New Year's Eve dinner in the house was already cold.
Gou Yi knelt in the yard to make a wish, his legs were numb.
He bought a lot of fireworks, one after another, and one after another.
As long as it is left, he will wish for a long time.
Until—a layer of light fluff scratched his cheeks, and his body became heavier, and he was covered with a purple fox fur cloak.
His fingertips were trembling, and he didn't dare to look back for a long time.
The person behind smiled and said mischievously:
"Such beautiful fireworks, why don't you call me?"
The author has something to say:
Staying together for a hundred years is just waiting for a lover.
God treats me well, fortunately you are here.
Then, let's watch together.