Double sleep

Chapter 59 The Truth

Ling Rusi's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately panicked.

Unexpectedly, the expressions in their eyes and tone are unprecedentedly serious. She has only seen such a serious look before and now when they were married, but it is not the same.They are all earnestness that cannot be refuted, the former is calm without hesitation, but the latter is determined to get to the bottom of it.

Moreover, even "teacher" was called out.

Ling Rusi knew that there were some things that could not be kept secret.She looked back with serious eyes, and seemed to have thousands of words in her eyes, she pulled the corner of her mouth hard to pull out a faint smile and said: "I will tell you what you want to know."

When they returned home with Ling Rusi, Ling Rusi's gang actually mixed a glass of Salted Lemon Seven, picked a mint leaf from the flower pot on the kitchen window sill, rinsed it with clean water, patted it with the palm of their hand, and put it into the glass.She handed it to Ran Ran: "Drink something to relieve the tiredness, I'll take a shower first."

He actually took the cup from Ling Rusi's hand, and when his fingers touched the cold glass, he immediately left a few wet fingerprints on the body of the cup covered in light white ice mist.She lowered her eyes and saw the mint leaf floating on the ice, and thought, what does it mean to be so green?I don't like green the most, it makes people uncomfortable.

So, I actually put the cup by the sink, stretched out two fingers, pinched the tip of the mint leaf and threw it into the trash can.Immediately, I felt that the whole drink looked much more pleasing to the eye, and I couldn't help asking her to appreciate it carefully.Just admiring the sudden flash of green jumping into her eyes, she bent down and approached the glass, and found that there was a slice of lime under the ice cube, which gradually surfaced as the ice cube melted.

Frowning unexpectedly, he took out two chopsticks from the chopstick holder next to him, picked up the lemon slices and threw them into the trash can.After throwing it away, I picked up the cup, turned it around to the light, and made sure that there was no second color in the cup except the transparent water color, and then took a big sip with satisfaction.The coolness left by mint and the slightly sourness of lime, mixed with slightly sweet carbonic acid and slightly salty salt, make people feel refreshed and refreshed immediately.

At this moment, the corners of her mouth that had been down for a long time finally rose slightly, and the eyebrows that were knit together also relaxed.She just leaned against the kitchen sink and watched the night outside the window quietly drinking a whole glass of Salted Lemon Seven.

Her previously chaotic thoughts suddenly became clear. Is it really so important that she can't find something unclear?If you really don't understand, just cut it off, just rearrange the clues that you can understand, right?

He actually turned on the tap, rinsed the cup, and put it on the drain rack next to the sink.Turning around and going back to the room, I found that Ling Rusi was quietly standing ten steps behind her at some point, leaning against the kitchen door and looking at her with complicated eyes.

Her hair hadn't dried yet, she just wiped it with a towel a few times, her shoulder-length hair was wet on her shoulders, and water droplets flowed down the hair to the ends of her hair, leaving patches on the light blue home clothes. watermark.She stared straight at Unexpectedly, with an emotion of not knowing where to start and hesitating to speak, as well as a hint of timid sadness.

Surprisingly, after just one glance, I felt as if my heart had been severely grabbed by someone reaching into the chest cavity with bare hands. The sharp nails on the fingertips were fiercely gouged out from the inside of the heart to the outside, and the palm was withdrawn, leaving only a shocking bloodstain , making people breathless.

He actually lowered his head slightly, took a deep breath, walked up to Ling Rusi and held her hand, took her to the chair in the living room and sat down, then took out the hair dryer from the bathroom, plugged it in and helped Ling Rusi dry it.

Both were silent, save for the loud hum of the hairdryer in the room.Occasionally, the sound of neighbors going up and down the stairs can be heard in the corridor.

Gently fiddled with Ling Rusi's hair with one hand, holding the hair dryer with one hand, and when the touch of her hair changed from wet to dry, she turned off the button of the hair dryer, and then said softly: "If you don't dry it, you will have a headache. .”

Ling Rusi turned around and stretched out her arms tightly around her waist, buried her face in her soft belly and said, "There are so many things, I don't know where to start, just ask if you want to know?" Looking up, unexpectedly: "As long as I can tell you clearly, I will tell you everything."

Unexpectedly, with his left arm around Ling Rusi's shoulder, his right hand brushed aside the hair covering her eyes, tilted his head and smiled and said, "Honey, did we meet a long time ago?"

Ling Rusi also looked at it and said with a smile: "Yes, I saw it more than twenty years ago."

She even raised her hand to rub Ling Rusi's hair twice, and said half-jokingly: "As expected, Auntie has taken a fancy to me since I was born."

Ling Rusi pretended to be angry and knocked off Ran's hand, thinking she was too narcissistic.Then he led him into the bedroom, and after the two of them sat down on the soft cushions on the balcony, Ling Rusi held his hands and said very seriously: "Unexpectedly, what I'm going to say next may completely Subvert your perception of this world. And I still don't understand the reason, but I hope you will listen to me patiently."

He didn't make a sound, just nodded slowly.

So Ling Rusi took a deep breath and said, "I came back from the world more than ten years later, just to find you."

The night outside the window was getting darker and darker, the lights of the residential buildings opposite were on and off, and finally there were only a few scattered buildings dotted with silence.From time to time, you can hear a few dogs barking from the other side of the river, which looks extremely empty in the deep night.

They actually lit the warm yellow floor lamp with Ling Rusi, and the two of them exchanged various looks on their faces, some excited, unbelievable, desolate, and heartbroken... Later, they both became calm, even The voice of speaking has become very small.

The "tick" sound of rain came from outside the window and wet the window glass, their faces reflected on the glass became blurred, the raindrops fell and the faces became blurred, and the raindrops faded, and the faces became clear. Slowly, the raindrops became denser and blurred. The face became more blurred, and there was no chance to regain clarity.

He actually pressed a kiss on the corner of Ling Rusi's mouth, then got up and closed the curtains.Sitting back beside Ling Rusi again, she held Ling Rusi tightly in her arms with open arms, and asked, "So the lord is our son?"

Ling Rusi leaned against Ran Ran's arms, closed her eyes and let out a soft "hmm", and continued, "Now she's someone else's daughter."

Suddenly gasped and said: "Fortunately, the heavens are merciful, and I didn't turn my sex off." After she finished speaking, she rubbed her face against Ling Rusi's: "Would you like me to turn my sex off?"

Ling Rusi looked sideways at her, raised her hand and patted her on the forehead and said, "Don't talk about sex change, it's just that you're stupid and disabled. I want to become a pig. I will raise you until you die, and I promise not to eat meat."

He actually laughed out loud, hugged Ling Rusi's arms tightly, and muttered a bit like talking to himself: "Fortunately." Then asked: "Who are there people who have always intersected with us, and the story line has not changed?" ?”

Ling Rusi tilted his head and thought for a while, then said: "It's hard to say, I didn't know you before you were in high school, so I can't be sure if the character line drawn by you has changed. I only know that the character line around me has changed a lot. "

Suddenly thought of something: "Then Li Lei is not my rival in love now, is he? No wonder I felt awkward when I saw him before."

Unexpectedly, he continued to ask: "Where is Zhong Xin's magic stick, what did he do afterwards?"

Ling Rusi answered casually, "Child trafficking."

His eyes widened in surprise: "Have you been in jail?"

Ling Rusi laughed loudly: "Not yet. She really fulfilled her dream in the composition back then and became a kindergarten teacher."

He was even more surprised to hear this answer than to hear that Zhong Xin was abducting children, and couldn't help but "tsk": "Unbelievable." Turning to another question: "We won't be attending Chen Yi's wedding so many times this time, right?"

Ling Rusi took a sip from the water glass and replied, "Let's talk when she can tie the knot."

Unexpectedly, he laughed a few times, asking all kinds of questions like a child who is new to the world, full of curiosity.She recalled the episode of today's dinner and asked, "Where is that musician?" After asking, she narrowed her eyes and turned her mouth downwards: "Would it be your ex?"

"Who?" Ling Rusi didn't realize it at first, but realized that it was Chen Zipei she was asking after seeing the sore teeth.She didn't answer in a hurry, but thought for a moment before she opened her mouth and said, "Chen Zipei also met because of you. It should be the second year we were together for your birthday, and a friend of a friend brought it here. She doesn't talk too much, and she just laughs when everyone laughs." , She applauds when someone sings, and drinks when someone finishes drinking. She can also laugh and make trouble, but it makes people feel that the sense of participation is not strong and it is easy to forget."

"I don't remember exactly how I got into a chat with her. Maybe she ordered a song after the people behind me walked away. There was a guqin accompaniment in it, but she didn't sing. I didn't always like these. I guess I was very enthusiastic when I drank too much. Talked to her for hours and then exchanged contact information."

Speaking of this, he actually frowned: "What about me? You chatted so happily, why did I go?"

Ling Rusi rolled his eyes restrainedly, and said, "You are busy, flying all over the field like flowers and butterflies, cheering to people."

Unexpectedly: "No way? Did I let it out like this?"

Ling Rusi responded with two "hehe", anyway, so far "hehe" is still a simple "hehe".She interrupted her with a pat and continued: "Afterwards, we made appointments a few times to listen to Guqin concerts. We didn't get in touch frequently, sometimes once every two or three months. .Later she went abroad, and she would send me a postcard every year. When she held a Guqin concert abroad for the first time, I dragged you to max out both of our credit cards before buying a plane ticket and flying there.”

"It's hard to say, the relationship is not close, but it's not far away. It's like sometimes when you go to a distant place, there will always be an old friend to congratulate you when you return."

She pouted, rubbed her fingers unconsciously on Ling Rusi's shoulder, and said sourly, "What about me?"

Ling Rusi didn't tell Unexpectedly that during the years when she left Cheng Ri, her life was worse than death, apart from her family and friends, Chen Zipei was the one who supported her the most.

It was half a year after Chen Zipei found out what had happened, she would suspend her overseas work and return home without saying a word, and would often show up at Ling Rusi's house to stay overnight.

The two basically didn't talk all night, each doing their own things, and occasionally Chen Zipei would take out Ling Rusi's dusty guqin in the study and play a couple of pieces.Until Ling Rusi finally seemed to return to a normal life track, she disappeared silently.

Ling Rusi always felt that it was a pity that she couldn't say goodbye to Chen Zipei at that time.

In this world, some people seem to be alienated, but they are close.Seemingly close, but actually distant.She may be there not far or near. When you are rushing forward all the way, you can't even remember to look back. Once you encounter a sudden change and your life is full of gunpowder, you suddenly find that someone is walking with you in the smoke and dust.

It's probably just one trip, whether it's short or long distance, it's enough.

Ling Rusi held onto Ran's hand, and clasped it tightly with his fingertips, and said, "You are different, you made me work hard."

"In our long or short life, there are some people you are willing to work hard for, such as blood relatives; there are people you can work hard for, such as bosom friends; and there are people you must and can only work hard for, such as you."

"Because of your existence, there is light and heat in my eyes and in my heart."