Chapter 1
Chapter 1
In this strange and cold city, who cares about the life and death of this little person like me
When Chen Qiushi was five years old, he used his mother's lipstick for the first time. When the adults saw it, they thought it was fun, and they praised him that if he was a little girl, he would be very beautiful. This planted the seeds in his little heart.
When Chen Qiushi was 15 years old, he wore his mother's dress and high heels for the first time. The moment he put on the dress, he felt extremely happy. He put on lipstick, put on a wig, and admired himself in the mirror.However, all that Chen Qiushi did could only be done secretly. He vaguely knew that what he did was wrong, but he just couldn't control it. He couldn't refuse the pleasure that wearing women's clothing brought him, as if his soul had been soothed, he was still very happy. Knowing that he is a normal boy, but who doesn't have a little hobby?He comforted himself like this.
When Chen Qiushi was 25 years old, he walked alone on the streets of Beijing. He was not gay, mentally ill, or abnormal... But no matter how he explained it, his parents couldn't accept it. He was depressed, struggled, and even thought about committing suicide, but his parents Still sent him to a mental hospital, unable to stand the strange taste of pills and all kinds of spiritual torture, in a fit of anger, he ran to Beijing, this ancient and young city, he was relieved, no one here knew him, he just An inconspicuous little person, he is busy doing odd jobs every day. When he passes by the mall, he checks to see if there are any suitable plus-size women's clothing, and lives a comfortable and comfortable life.
When the forest is big, there are really all kinds of birds, and when the place is big, there are really all kinds of people. The transvestite who was despised by everyone in Chen Qiushi's hometown has also found a fellow here.
Xian'er is a student of Beijing Institute of Fashion Technology. She has the same hobbies as Chen Qiushi. The two don't know each other. At the same time, they took a fancy to the clothes with only one piece left. Only then did they realize that the other party had the same hobbies as themselves.Xian'er usually likes to make all kinds of women's clothing for herself, oh, by the way, now I want to add Chen Qiushi's.
Chen Qiushi likes all kinds of dresses in summer the most. The light and soft fabric rubs against the skin and feels very comfortable. He contacted Xian'er a few days ago and said that he just made a bright red dress and wanted to give it to He tried it on, and Chen Qiushi couldn't help jumping up when he thought of Meimei's new dress.
Wearing a newly made pink dress, she was bouncing around without noticing her surroundings. Danger was approaching.
"squeak--"
"Oh! You killed someone!" "Call 110!" "Call an ambulance!"
Chen Qiushi's 25 years old came to an abrupt end.
When Cai Zhao was five years old, he met his master. At that time, he knew that the big brothers and sisters who played with him every day were not human beings, at least they used to be human beings.Yin-yang eyes are something that every child has, and they will gradually disappear with age. For those like Cai Zhao who have not disappeared at the age of five, in the words of his master, that is what God means.Therefore, in order for Xiao Caizhao to grow up healthily, his parents made up their minds and packed him up to his master. The old and the young went back to Maoshan to depend on each other.
When Cai Zhao was 15 years old, he returned to his parents. There was nothing he could do. He had to go to school.For a long time in the mountains, Cai Zhao studied and studied with his master every day. His master was strict in his management. From culture classes to carrying water and planting vegetables and boxing, from Zhouyi to computer basics, he did not fail to learn what he should learn. The young Cai Zhao can be regarded as a comprehensive development up.Returning to Beijing, a strange and familiar place, Cai Zhao has a lot of emotions, maybe this is the place that belongs to him.Soon he got used to the life in the city like a fish in water, even Beijing winter is too cold.
When Cai Zhao was 25 years old, he was already a well-known photographer. With pigtails, a three-piece retro and fashionable suit, and small round retro sunglasses, he was dressed in artistic bacteria and looked very stylish. .Every day in the streets and alleys of Beijing, photographing all kinds of things in the world.People often ask him why he wears sunglasses all the time, and Cai Zhao always answers jokingly, that's my real body.No one knew, he took off his sunglasses and saw a different scene.Cai Zhao's eyes had problems again eight years ago. The city was much more filthy than the mountains. This also affected him.Cai's parents hurriedly brought his master from Maoshan. His master looked at it and said that the child's fate should be like this, and he could not change it by force, so they gave him this pair of sunglasses, which are said to be from the Qing Dynasty. Wearing sunglasses, Cai Zhaocai Can't see the existence of those "people".
The author has something to say: I wrote it last year and sent it out this year as a commemoration
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