Reborn back to college to have a love affair

Chapter 117 Completely over

Allow yourself to vent, allow yourself to cry.

The unwilling obsession and depression that Xia Qing had been holding in her heart also dissipated.

Remember, not every relationship can have a happy beginning and a happy end.

There are many people and things that are not satisfactory.

There seems to be no other way except to think it over and let it go.

Xia Qing originally wanted to go back and put an end to this relationship.

However, she realized that since she was able to adjust herself, there was no point in putting these things off any longer.

She edited a message to Jiang Shao:

"Jiang Shao, I used to think that I wasn't considerate enough, that I wasn't obedient enough to you, and that made you angry and break up with me.

I foolishly wanted to make amends, thinking that if I agreed to go back with you, we would be able to be back to normal.

After all, I thought it was too simple.

I also thought that after so many years of relationship, even if we were to break up, we should have a proper farewell and break up in a decent way. That would be worthy of the promise we had made.

But we never imagined that it would end in such a mess.

Now, I realize it wasn't my fault.

In this relationship, I have done my best for the world and for you, and I have no regrets.

The mountains are high and the roads are long, I hope we will never see each other again!"

Xia Qing couldn't possibly bless him under such circumstances. The fact that she didn't make a fuss and was able to maintain a bit of decency was due to their past friendship.

After editing this paragraph, I sent it to him, along with the photos of him and her that I had just taken.

Then I blocked his number and deleted all contact information about him on my mobile phone apps.

It's really over.

It was already late at night when we arrived in Beijing.

This day is definitely an unforgettable day.

Xia Qing didn't look at any messages on her phone and turned it off directly.

When I got home, I fell asleep without even washing up.

The next day, when she woke up and picked up her phone, there seemed to be nothing important except the message Zhao Linlin sent her.

Zhao Linlin recovered briefly and began to tidy herself up.

Zhao Linlin also asked her to go out and play on the weekend. She didn't know that she and Jiang Shao had broken up.

She had previously thought that it wasn't a good thing, and she wanted to process it on her own. Secondly, if Linlin knew, she might scold him, and that wasn't what Xia Qing wanted.

All she wanted was to be alone and digest it slowly.

She didn't want to let some bad emotions or bad things affect her for too long.

And it takes time and venting to consume negative emotions.

Xia Qing vents her anger by cleaning the house.

She packed up the things related to him and threw them into the trash can downstairs.

This includes but is not limited to daily necessities used by the two of them, from small items like toothpaste, shower gel, and bed sheets to big things like the house they rent together.

Xia Qing moved out of the house, and the landlord deducted one month's rent deposit from her on the grounds that she was moving out early before the expiration of the lease.

There are evil things everywhere in life.

Is Xia Qing numb? No.

She even had an argument with the landlord on the phone. They had clearly agreed that the rent could be returned, but after Xia Qing cleaned the house and inspected it, she refused to give it back.

She found a roommate.

The girl I shared the apartment with was nice. We were two single girls sharing a two-bedroom apartment, each with their own room.

Clean up the house, clean up your belongings, and clean up your mood.

Xia Qing went to see Zhao Linlin one weekend.

Until this point, Xia Qing could calmly tell Zhao Linlin that she and Jiang Shao had broken up.

Zhao Linlin felt so heartbroken when she saw Xia Qing talking about the past so calmly.

But Xia Qing still smiled and said to her, "Linlin, I'm not sad anymore. I won't cry, and you don't have to cry either." She saw Zhao Linlin secretly wiping her eyes, and she knew she would cry.

If they had just broken up, they would probably both cry together.

But not now. It's not worth it, it's not necessary.

It's just a breakup, no big deal.

She adjusted herself and continued to live.

She wants to live a better life.

She doesn't reject the idea of having a boyfriend, but she won't force herself if she doesn't have one. Love is no longer something she wants now, so whether she has one or not is up to fate.

She wants to make money, a lot of money, to be better to herself and her family.

Not long after, Xia Qing submitted her resignation application to the company.

Leaving was part of the plan.

I was delayed for some time because of some things before.

Now it's on the agenda.

The department leader talked to her to retain her, and she was grateful for the leader's cultivation, but she had her own ideals.

The leader understood and signed, and then the process began.

She didn't have many meals with her dining partner Liang Jiao anymore, and Xia Qing told her in advance that although she felt sorry for her departure, she also wished her career success.

When her colleagues in the company who had daily work contact learned that she was leaving, they all came over to show their concern for her and asked her the reasons for her leaving and her future plans.

Xia Qing also smiled in response.

Leaving is a personal career plan, and the future destination has not yet been determined.

During the handover period, all the people in charge of the connection confirmed the work one by one.

Until, Suning’s department.

Suning said let’s chat together.

Xia Qing thought about it and agreed.

The two of them sat at the round table and chairs in the office leisure area, and Su Ning spoke carefully.

"Why are you leaving? Are you unhappy or do you think the company's salary is too low?"

Xia Qing smiled and said, "I'm tired and want to rest for a while."

Suning didn't believe it, but Xia Qing was really a little tired, mentally exhausted.

Su Ning then told her about the work content of their department and the welfare benefits he could provide to his employees. He also asked Xia Qing about her impression of him and his department.

Xia Qing had a good impression of Suning. Their department was simple and there wasn't a lot of mess. She thought Suning wanted to recruit her to their department.

She thought about it, looked at this little leader whom she usually didn't pay much attention to with a smile, and expressed her wishes in a tactful way.

She politely declined his kind offer to transfer her to their department.

Although he was disappointed, he did not force it.

Thinking there was nothing more to say, Xia Qing wondered why not just stop here?

Before she could speak.

He said a little anxiously, "I know a friend who works at XX. The company has good benefits and treatment. I'm recommending you there. For my sake, he can take better care of you, and you can relax and have more fun there."

Xia Qing was stunned for a moment, with mixed feelings.

She understood.

Suning's unspoken, implicit, and unspeakable friendship.

He wanted to care for her and protect her in another way.

He wanted to take her under his wing and protect her.

Xia Qing was grateful to him, grateful that he had never said it out loud, grateful that he had kept this affection hidden.

After all, the story of Ma Bin and Chen Rong is still vivid in my mind.

Although they are different, no one knows that she is single except Liang Jiao.

Suning is a good person. He is generally recognized as a good person by his colleagues and leaders.

People from both the company leaders and the research institute had introduced him to potential partners, but it seemed like nothing worked out. It's funny, Xia Qing had gossiped about it.

Now, she seemed to have touched upon something about him, but she didn't want to make it clear. She pretended not to know and still refused.

There was a flash of disappointment in his eyes, but he hid it well.

He got it.

Then he smiled calmly: "Okay, then I wish you all the best and happiness."

"Suning, he's a nice guy, really nice."

"But the timing is wrong." Xia Qing thought regretfully.