bookcurios Chapter 218: Knight of Dark Disaster 47
Chapter 218: Knight of Dark Disaster 47
No matter how old or male or female people are when they are in love, they will be pretentious sometimes. Because they care, they can't help but think about it, and this thinking often leads to bad thoughts.
Most people are able to hold these emotions in their heads and convince themselves not to think too much.
But perhaps it is Murphy's Law that always haunts unfortunate people. Every time they convince themselves, they are faced with the facts that they had convinced themselves to forget.
Xu Yan didn't expect that instead of waiting for Yu Ze's answer, he recalled this memory himself.
He saw Yu Ze looking at him with pleading eyes, asking him to use the backup plan He left behind to die, and then leave this main world and go to other main worlds, even if that would hurt His own origin, even if He would owe a favor to the gods of another main world because of it.
The stronger you are and the higher the level you are at, the more you cannot owe love, which cannot be measured with a specific value, because you have no idea how the other party will ask you to repay it, and how much you will pay for it.
As a priest, Xu Yan knew this very well.
And now Xu Yan knows more...
This was really bad. It was indeed developing into the situation he least wanted to face.
Yu Ze clearly didn't owe him anything, so why did he torture himself like this?
Xu Yan's confusion at this moment was mixed with other more complicated emotions, which gathered into a huge rock pressing on his heart, making his heart beat with great effort and making a laborious and irregular thumping sound.
Xu Yan could easily guess why each of his 'original bodies' lived such a miserable life - an incomplete soul would affect a person's fortune.
The souls of these 'original bodies' are not even soul fragments, at best they are just emotional fragments. No matter how deep the emotion is, it is not enough to support a person to live well and live long. They can only barely live for a period of time.
And this period of time will most likely be extremely miserable and painful.
Yu Ze must have known this, but he still threw away his soul fragment and ran over to stay by Xu Yan's side.
He did not force those fragments to do anything, but those fragments were like moths flying towards the flame, and one by one they became involved with Xu Yan, even if what awaited them was only the pain of losing their loved ones.
This shows how deep his obsession with Xu Yan is, which can make those fragments, as numerous as stars and of varying quality, all make the same choice.
Xu Yan didn't understand.
With his current perception of love, he could not understand it at all.
He has experienced too many worlds and seen too many breakups and reunions, but he has never seen a love so passionate that could ignite his lonely and cold heart.
And what about him? What had he done to deserve such treatment from a god?
A kiss suddenly fell on his forehead, and the soothing breath enveloped his whole body. The slender body, still with the aftertaste of heat and trembling, fell into his arms. He carefully received it and gently stroked his sweaty back. The skin under his hands was firm and soft.
"Believe me, you've done nothing less for me, maybe even more. You just forgot."
"You'll know everything soon. Don't be sad anymore. It's my negligence. Let's slowly find solutions to these problems together, okay?"
Yu Ze's kisses fell one after another, lightly but solemnly. As Xu Yan gradually fell into a deep sleep, his tone and the intensity of his embrace became increasingly paranoid.
"I have been lying to you before. If you don't want me, I won't agree. If you don't see me, I will go see you. If you don't love me, I will make you fall in love with me. Don't be afraid, Ah Yan."
"Soon there won't be anything to be afraid of anymore."
How can a god be normal if he can be divided into so many fragments with mental or psychological problems?
Ever since the moment Xu Yan fell from the throne for him, he, who was not a good god to begin with, went completely mad. He hated everything except Xu Yan, including himself.
So even if Xu Yan doesn't want to, He will cling to him for life after life, and in the end even death will be overcome by Him.
There seemed to be something unknown surging wildly in the god's dark eyes, and the silver pupils were jumping and colliding in the eyes in a disorderly manner, like two living creatures trapped in a cage with independent consciousness struggling to survive and trying to break free.
Such an extremely strange pair of eyes, but when looking at Xu Yan, they were very tender and revealing a terrifying weirdness.
He bit Xu Yan's skin bite by bite, leaving deep and obvious marks, causing the sleeping person to frown uncomfortably.
Seeing this, He suddenly stopped His movements, carefully kissed his eyebrows, smoothed his brows, and took the initiative to connect himself with him, enjoying the pain and pleasure coming from there.
He was like a person who had quit smoking for many years and then took up tobacco again, becoming addicted to it and unable to extricate himself, unrestrainedly seeking the pleasure of regaining what he had lost and the satisfaction that made him tremble.