bookcurios Chapter 217: Knight of Dark Disaster 46
Chapter 217: Knight of Dark Disaster 46
The temptation of the fragments is certainly far less than that of the original body. When the will of the gods descended, the charm radiating from the inside out touched Xu Yan's heartstrings and broke his last line of defense.
The reason why gods are gods, in addition to their powerful strength, is their incomparable charm, which allows believers to regard them as their only faith.
As for Yu Ze, He only wants one believer. He desires him, He wants to possess him. He does not want him to believe in Him, He only wants him to fall in love with Him.
After who knows how many years, He finally felt the pleasure he brought Him again, which made the powerful Him feel the excitement of becoming a lone boat in the raging tide. He could only go with the flow and accept everything he gave.
"Um......"
A soft and tender humming sounded in Xu Yan's ears. He hugged her in his arms, pressing her skin against his, feeling her scalding body temperature. His voice was sexy and hoarse, "How long can you stay here?"
The person under him hummed a few times as he moved, and then panted and answered in a hoarse and nasal voice, "One night."
"Is your injury getting better?"
The old things were brought up again, and the god's consciousness immediately broke free from the sea of desire. He reached out and tightly grasped Xu Yan's hand that was playing tricks on his chest, and apologized carefully, "I'm sorry, those are just minor injuries, I'm really fine."
Xu Yan sneered and exerted a little force. The god's pupils immediately dilated and his moist and bright red lips opened to let out an uncontrolled groan.
"If it's just a minor injury, why did you come now?"
The god was silent. He forgot that his lover was always a sharp and intelligent person. He would catch the smallest flaw and uncover the truth hidden behind it bit by bit.
Xu Yan stood up and sat aside. The god immediately propped himself up with his weak hands. He looked at him aggrievedly with a pair of mysterious and deep eyes filled with water. He moved closer little by little and hugged his thin waist, rubbing his cheek against his waist coquettishly.
A faint sigh drifted away, Xu Yan raised his hand and gently combed his messy, sweaty hair, but said something that the god could hardly accept, "Yu Ze, we are not suitable."
Yu Ze was stunned. His heart, which had been leaping with joy because Xu Yan was willing to make love with him again, was instantly frozen and shattered. He had thousands of words in his mind to deny this answer, but in the end he could only utter three dry words.
"why?"
"You got hurt because of me, right? That's why the God of Fun saved you."
Yu Ze took a deep breath and was about to explain himself, but Xu Yan's next sentence made all his words choke in his throat.
"It's hard to control the feeling of inferiority, especially when you can only watch the person you love giving without you being able to give anything in return."
Xu Yan could feel that something was wrong with his condition, but he let himself go and took advantage of the fact that this person was right in front of him to speak out his suppressed thoughts about his past and present self.
He was looking for a solution, not an unrealistic method of trying to narrow the gap in strength between him and Yu Ze, but an answer that would allow them to truly resolve the barriers between them and be together.
Human emotions are extremely complex, not to mention that there are now two selves in his brain, one dominant and one that is slowly merging with the dominant one as his love grows.
Sometimes Xu Yan himself is not clear about what he really wants, so in the end he will firmly choose death. On the one hand, it is a common desire, and on the other hand, he is avoiding the choice.
"Love is indeed something that cannot be fair. One party will always give more, but the gap between us is too big. If you don't take the initiative to show up, I will never be able to see you."
Xu Yan's voice was calm and soothing, without any sadness, but it made Yu Ze feel powerless as if his throat was being strangled.
"You're injured, and I don't even have the qualifications to know why. I can only guess and infer it myself. You don't dare to tell me, because some things, even if I know, will bring me pollution and harm that I can't bear."
"Yu Ze, don't you think you'll be very tired if you continue like this?"
"Don't you think that I am annoying and impatient when I say these words?"
"You are just a weak human being."
The pure white god gazed down at the young man who was as tiny as an ant from above, his tone calm, just stating the facts.
"As long as you exist, I can use you to keep Yu Ze in my hands forever. If an incomplete god like me can do it, what about other gods?"
"Besides, he just told you to die again."
"Yes, I heard you."
The young man smiled gently and said softly, "But He let me die to protect me, and you really want me to die cleanly."
The pure white god acquiesced and looked at him steadily.
The young man's body could not bear the words and gaze of the gods. His flesh and skin peeled off piece by piece, fell to the ground and turned into mottled pieces of blood.
"But you are right, I will do as you say."
The young man raised his head with great effort, looked directly at the god, and imprinted the face in his mind. However, he could not hold on for even half a second. His extremely beautiful eyes completely dimmed and shrank, and his body was like a squeezed sponge, with blood gushing out of his facial features like crazy.
But he smiled, as if he had fulfilled his last long-cherished wish.